Friday, November 28, 2003

My mother is sick...poor thing...i loan her like $180 bucks to help her out to pay for a new ticket for renewal of the stuff she pawn. I told my self i must help her because she pawned very sentimental value stuff and also her wedding ring. Which is why i help her out quite reluctantly. But...well i'm just a sucker. Anyway my moonchild DVD is just being shipped today!!! yay! can't wait for my pre-ordered Moi dix mois DVD yay! Ok now for the sad news...i buried my cousin's pet rabbit today. It died this morning because of stomach infection. So i help her buried it. OMG i'm like so tired digging and digging.oh well. BYE BYE honey bunny! Rest in peace. lalalala! ok thats all...i hope to get my money back soon! so i can pay for my stuff.

H3studio wash up @  2:37 AM

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Monday, November 24, 2003

Screw the whole world!!!!! DAMN ALL THE CHICKENS AND BUNNIES IN THE MEADOWS! I HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!(Except tara and a few idio...friends...) STUPID STUPID!!!!!WHAT THE HELL DID I DO?! MY FREAKING FATHER JUST HIT ME ON MY HEAD! DAMN! I HATE IT. i'm stress out. It's like i HATE HARI RAYA! You know my mother, she make me do things and later she scolds me for not doing housework. When she lost something she blames me. and my father joins in. BITTACHHHHH!!!!!!GRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
tHIS IS UNFAIR!!! and another thing. that bloody shithead Aki! Who does he think he is? SCREW ALL THOSE SENTIMENTAL SHITHEAD MALES! I volunteered to help him and now he's actiing this way just because i don't give 100% of my attention to him. I HAVE GOT A LIFE YOU KNOW!!! so if he doesn't want to be my friend then don't be! i have my other friends and they are more special them him. I hate male bitches who act all sentimental and drama on me...IDIOT!

Argggggh kenape macam gini?!!!! Apa aku buat? Mak aku panggil aku sial buat apa? aku tak faham! Aku rasa bingit! semua orang ni kasih aku sakit kepala aje. Aku benci dengan orang orang ni. Merapek meraban. idiot!!!!!

H3studio wash up @  8:33 AM

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Saturday, November 15, 2003

Hallo...i went out with Izam-chan today XP i dunno, i like calling her that. Anyway did the same thing as last sat where we all ate and all. I'M VERY TIRED! my feet hurt. Her auntie, now my god mother, gave me lots of baju kurung. Nice ones. I ate chicken raisu! not bad...mmmm my mom is still not home. I wonder where she went...OH YAH! i heard from Izam-chan that she kissed her boyfriend. but it was a quick thing...DAMN first kiss gone and such a quick experiance. lol. Whatever. So like i was walking down the street singing uuuaaadeeedeeedeeedeeedum deeeeedeeedooo, then i spotted this punks with ultra big spikes. I can't say that they're punk goths because they don't look goth to me and as a gothic girl (sometimes punk) I WOULD KNOW. like come on...but yeah, i couldn't care less. Non of them were pretty males...darn...xP whatever...lol i'm starting to sound so preppy...yucky! :P aaa thats it! jyaaa

H3studio wash up @  8:21 AM

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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Well today...was exceptionally quite a fun day...me, Hisoka and our kids went out. First we went to the library, then a playground,the arcade, another arcade and another arcade...and finally the mall, Where hisoka just walks her kid while i feed my kid and sing Driver's high...One memorable experiance was definately t he Mc Donald incident. Well, my kid is a exceptionally pretty boy with locks and still looks like a girl. So they were playing and all in Macs then OMG we spotted a scene we DON'T want to see... my pretty kid was cornered by hisoka's kid. And it's like a bloody yaoi thought came to me?! my face was beet red according to Hisoka. You know it that kind of I'm-gonna-make-you-mine posistion?! OMG so young and so yaaaaargh! my kid was like posing...what a natural...xp posing here posing there, sexy pose here and there...very haido ne...i call him haido-chan anyway. Then another scene was there was this two young boys. they were like "She's staring at me!" boy 1 said then the other boy said "No she's staring at me!" and then Hisoka said..."Um...thats not a she. It's a he. They're both boys." then they both couldn't believe it! we all had laffing fits. the two boys ran to the toilet then disappeared. no idea where they when. OMG it's so funny!!! Oh well...i guess thats all...oh wait another thing. I was high man! like i had 3 coffees, orange juice and an ice cream!!! whoaaaa....

H3studio wash up @  8:19 AM

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Tuesday, November 04, 2003

I skipped school for 3 whole days...too tired and cramp to go school. Can't believe i played para para...obviously not a big fan of it. Then went bowling with Shane,Taiza and my seniors, the twins. Yesterday i went to Geylang and bought a baju kurung for myself. I plan out everything! On the first day i'll be wearing it, then at night i'll wear my kaoru myaku costume. the next day i wear the arabian like baju kurung and the next day i'll go as a sweet thai girl. i'm so cultural...just following my roots ya know...I bought turkish ice-cream yesterday...and somehow i find it erotic to eat it with a boyfriend or a girlfriend if you have one that is. cuz it's like stretchy ice cream. When it comes to food, i'm quite disgusting to eat with.. ;) Whatever...read a nice gacktxhyde fic...satisfied abit...oh well..today is boring...mom's going to clean the kitchen i can tell you it's not a good thing for me. She'll order me around...hate that! So well...got to go...jya...

H3studio wash up @  7:11 PM

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