Monday, May 31, 2004
yeah! had photoshoot yesterday...it was fun but they make me act all cutesy and wear those things!!!!urgh...but well...all's fair in love and war...
H3studio wash up @ 1:42 AM
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Thursday, May 27, 2004
Ah crap! can you believe me and miyuki had to do the presentation for the "innovative project" meaning LAUGHTER CLUB...gee..more like dorky PSYCHOLAFFALLUWANT club. Oh well...heh idiot...now my parents have to see mr. Lim because i got a pinku form...anywayz went out with Yoshika and walked around...dissapointed at hide's replica guitar...cuz it's a bad imitation ...$2600++ crazy....arghhh and this crappy girl who thinks she knows so much was saying about "If you play guitar you can't play piano..because blah blah" fuck her lah...look at me, my father, and yoshika's bro...we are pianist cum guitarist..blooday possible...*Grumbles* Anywayz...it's quite a boring day...haiz gotta do my art...>< whatever...tomorrow gonna be so eventful...that i'm gonna probably jump off the building...>< oh well....tralalalalalala~
H3studio wash up @ 5:27 AM
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Monday, May 24, 2004
Hehehehe gomenasai...i've beenn battle royale crazed...and i'm abit the psycho these few dayz~ hmm never knew i could actually get along with some other class mates...hmmm i think i'm the only one in class wearing a hood IN class...lol...thats why i did...i like to wear a hood sometimes...-_-; psycho..yep neva go school today....*rolls around in pain* FUCHAR! bwahahhahahaha. i dunno...screw loose...hehehe ok...bye...X_X
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I feel like putting SOME of my "Friends" on Battle royale and watch them die. BWHAAHHAAHAHAHA ok...but it won't be fun. I'LL KILL THEM MYSELF!!!WAHAHAHAAAHA. i even plan out my strategy....u know why?
What Battle Royale character are you?
take the quiz at pinkuspider.com!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! nuff said'....
H3studio wash up @ 2:40 AM
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I feel like putting SOME of my "Friends" on Battle royale and watch them die. BWHAAHHAAHAHAHA ok...but it won't be fun. I'LL KILL THEM MYSELF!!!WAHAHAHAAAHA. i even plan out my strategy....u know why?
What Battle Royale character are you?
take the quiz at pinkuspider.com!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! nuff said'....
H3studio wash up @ 2:40 AM
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Sunday, May 23, 2004
JIYUU HE NO SHOUTAI!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH...HYDEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!LARC 4 EVA!!!!!!!!!!!!LARC~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*SQUEELS* sorry....HYDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~sorry......LARC~~~~~~~~~~~~~I LOVE LARC FOR EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!LARUKU!!!!!!!!!! gomen nasai..can't really help it! heh i'm bored...ok lets talk about my obession with MANA-SAMA. wHY i like him. and mana and me~
I like mana's imperfections...becuz he tries to act super cool but to me he's being stupid and he's funny. Very humourous. He tries to be a woman but fails when he decides to show his manly self. i find him cool but still he is funny. Sure perhaps he's really ugly underneath that whole makeup..but i'll still like him. AND TALENT! YES HE'S TALENTED. he is a man...
Lets talk about mana and me...lol
mana-sama has a great guitar...and i love it...
mana in suit...is teh HOT!!!so me and mana like to wear suit...TEH HOT!!!!
Mana teh having hot pose! Talent on guitar...me loving him for that...
I love drummers...mana teh good drummer!!!!!!!!!aaaaaaaaahhhhhh me lovin that
mana appreciating my cooking ^_^; XDDDD thats why i married him...XDDD
he washes his hands before hugging me...XDD
And we are together because....er...*Ahem* this are our children...alot ne....XDDD
mana is funnily CUTE!! BUG TOOTH BOY!!! kissing is abit hard..thats why he hardly kiss
Mana being S/M barbaric is scary....me not likin this...but fact that he being "manly" here me liking! XDDD
hahahahahaha ok THE END~~~~~
H3studio wash up @ 3:46 AM
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Saturday, May 22, 2004
Feelings: Horny,Angry,Happy,tired,uneasy,sick
Music: Lareine (New sodmy)
Hoping Kamijo can cool me down...*Sigh* what a day it has been. So productive. Got all the things that mizu needs. Glad for her...met tara at kino. She bought foolsmate. i've been quite quiet cuz i'm like that when i feel i'm gonna be sick. i got sore throat now. Feeling out of sorts now. really. I don't talk when i'm not ok. I don't talk when i'm thinking too much. i don't talk when i'm sick. So there! Just wanna let my friends know. I dun ignore my friends but sometimes i dun talk becuz of this, so if u wanna talk. Talk. I answer u back. simple as that. hmm i dun sound too happy do i? So maybe i'm not...i'm tired, i need sleep but fucking art is on my mine. Today, silence wasn't a really good thing.
On a happier side, Mizu and me talk rubbish about Japan having Japan idol and how HYDE was the host and Gackt the judge together with Ayumi and mana and guest judges. It's so funny. Throughout the whole day we acted stupid. Like we went to this place and we felt we don't belong here so mizu suggested that we act like foreigners. lol. so stupid...becuz nobody actually cares in the first place. hahaha.So tired! we walked around so much!!
Ahhh i got my raison costume. I LOOK FAT! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok...nevermind. Settled the whole june 6th planning. yay...
urgh. i'm tired ok...signing off...
btw...today is one of the worst days of my life.....
H3studio wash up @ 6:37 AM
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
ok, i just came home. *Tired* After school went to the tailor...0_0 she's not done with my raison costume...never mind tho. later, i went to buy 2 tatamis. heavy. then proceed to bras basah with fifa and mizu. fun fun fun! ate bento and buy stuff. hahaha we took funny puris...hmmm now i got four wives~ hahahahaha Ami,totchi,shinya and mana 0_0; lol lets rephrase that. Ami, yoshika,mizu and sevene. hahahaha what the hell? My room is so messy... I PASS MOTHER TONGUE!!! second highest in class but sharing that posistion with my dear friend...I LOST MY SPANDEX!!!!!!!!!!WHY?!!!!!!!DAMN. hmmmm ok...bored bored bored. hmmm going for a shower later....nyahahahahhahahahaha...i'm really bored...didn't even bothered to go to shibuya today. lol. hmm paid my seigaku jersey already. woot~ I AM OISHI~! lol. hmmm thats about it....KOZIIIIIIIIIIIII WO AI NI~ random outburst. jya~
H3studio wash up @ 7:57 AM
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Saturday, May 15, 2004
oh did nothing much today.
-see tailor
-go watch kabuki thing
-went for tea ceromony (drink tea of course)
-go kinokuniya buy kera
-eat Chou from miki ojisan
-CG mana-sama
-talk to PJ on interesting but hard to solve topics
- eat fruits
-dressed up very keraly...(for the sake of june 6th)
lalalalalala~
No life...
have not finish my art yet T_T
Tis mana sama!!!!!!
GHOST!! hahaha...
H3studio wash up @ 9:04 AM
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Friday, May 14, 2004
As promised. here are the "Things" i did to celebrate the end of important exams~ yay for today!!! woot~ mmmmmmm i hope you guys like it too...
took about 2 1/2 hours...but i'm quite happy with it...
hehe Gakuhai!!!!!!!!!!
S/M!!! hehehehe...goth romance? ^_^ i dunno either...
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ok i feel like drawing...maybe i'll post later on but for now...i tried TRIED to "CG" Hyde...of course i failed and i'll post the pic later too...LATER LATER LATER...er haahahaha.
H3studio wash up @ 12:01 AM
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Thursday, May 13, 2004
Heavy metal! You rock! It's mostly about the
music instead of lyrics for you...but you
channel most of the emotion through the lyrics!
Mosh pit for you! Just be careful you don't
give yourself a concussion with so much
headbanging...
What genre of rock are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Heh i knew it...Heavy metal just doesn't die in me...
you are: PINK SPIDER! creepy...subliminal messages!
oooo butterfly...spider...thats so deep @.@
Which hide video are you!
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haizz...not saying anything...
H3studio wash up @ 11:42 PM
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Today was a great day! spent time with my mom. We watched TROY and well it's quite a nice show. It'll be a better show if the perverts behind me shut up. well the show has lots of nekkid bodies around...sex this sex that...(why no nekkid mana?ee dun wanna see) and hell yeah orlando bloom has a great bod! well the show just reminds of one word. GAY. really Orlando is like some uke...u know incest thing going on.hahaha. and they show lots of naked bodies. sweaty man and blood. erm and oh yeah theres this scene where Brad pitt and some girl with curly hair were gonna do it...and hell yeah GAKUHAI THOUGHT! brad pitt is blond like gackt...the girl was so HYDE INDIES! so yeah dirty thoughts there...well it inspired me to do one fic...but not now i'm tired. OMG my mom cut her hair..she has fringe...and i can't believe i ask her to cosplay mana wif me. lol...maybe she won't lah but whatever. now i'm a bastard child of gackt and hyde but still my Mom (Real one) has become an evil mana...help~~~~~~lol wahahahaha...listening to lareine....oh kamijo-sama~ hehehehe okies... thats all...
H3studio wash up @ 6:09 AM
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Well hello there, finally i shall update. AMIIIIII-CHAN'S MAIL FINALLY REACHED ME~~~~~~~ Oh sweet letter~ lol...i'm really happy to receive her letter. ^_^ Anyway i was almost hit by a bus today. well actually the bus was not moving. I'm blind...so i almost bang into the bus. lol. Maths was a bitch and i'm listening to moi dix mois now...anyway today's bio paper was Okay...i guess...i hope i pass my mother tongue. Waii bought so many cosmetics stuff. I'm gonna renew my mana corset and kaoru's gonna come back to my hands/arm/body whatever on the 19th..yes i'm talking about my raison costume-_-;! i'm so happy...woot~ la dix croix~~~~sorry...the mp3 player is playing that song...la dix croix~ oops sorry...hehehe...Damn you Shafinah scares me sometimes...but i think she's ok...but when she's mad...she's worst then all of us...scary...and i thought i was the owner and doctor of Asylum 304...*Shivers* HAIDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ok that was just random fangirly thing...anyone wanna follow me to peninsular after exams? wanna check out guitars and basses and stuff...yeah...^_^ okies tata...Gakuhai love to all of you.....eeeeeeeeee that means more bastard children~ lol...
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Saturday, May 08, 2004
I knew i shouldn't hang out with dir en grey too much. but my kaoru spilt personality made me do it. see what happen...
It was good sex tho...wahahahaha...and well...we're divorce and friends...u'know...fuck buddies.... T_T somebody seriously help me...i'm tokin shit....
hooray!!!! hey toshiya will love me...good in english!!! eto....SPORTS!!! KAORU-SAMA!! *grins* sports alright...how come i get two periods with irritating self loving/hating "perfect" father of mine...gackt???
well that is me....eto...however...if i was kyoru....tis is interesting...
fuck...this thing knows my trademark is fanservice....
yes...black...
eto...yeah i'm definately the vo...
lalalalala~
yes my dream husband...also the man i hate....well for some reason...but i still love him..
OH UNCLE KLAHA...GET OFF MY DADDY!!!!!!!!! >< lol revenge for Gakuto daddy-san...
kyo's my grandma~ oh...holy no....and wahahahaha i'm fated with masa......
wahahahaha...it will never happen...T_T....
argh crap...fuck off
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Yes i put my fav color as purple. Fuck off. I'm not sexually deprived.
1. my mother is aya...well ok...that explain my "androgyny"
2.Takuro...daddy-sama~ admire this guy...good...
3.FUCKING WHAT? MASA MY BRO? well shit...well he is nice to glomp wif anyway...
4. FUCK OFF. Kaoru's mine baby! wait till i shave his goatie!!!
5. Tadashi = tomodachi...good
5. pet is kazuno...let me replace that.... MY SEXAH SLAVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU KAZUNO~~~~~~~HOT HOT HOT
one thing remains i'm am still...Gackt and Hyde's bastard child!
woot~~~ yay! i'm mad....yes...fuck off...
H3studio wash up @ 4:21 AM
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Friday, May 07, 2004
Ok i'm bored...oh Haido-chan came home wif me yesterday. Slept over. and he knows who is who is Dir en grey...amazing. and of course he knows HYDE. He doesn't really think kyo is kyo when he's not wearing make up. hahaha. he will said it isn't kyo on stage. and he can't pronounce toshiya properly. it sounds like kokingak 0_0; aNy way at the age of 2, he is irritating me with MUCC's "dai kirai da" -_-; he kept playin that so many times. he like mucc -_-l i corrupt him....lalala ok i'm bored. stole this from shinyan (gomen shinyan borrow ho...) hehehe
name: Kyoru
nicknames: Hikaru, manahide, mana
birthday: 4th march
piercings: one on each ear
tattoos: None
height: 160cm...
shoe size: 7-8??
hair color: supposedly black with brown streaks on the fringe
pets: Fishes
DO:
you have a bf or gf: ?? i'm dating the whole of dir en grey.
you have a crush: if you would consider the whole lot of j-rockers that i like
you wish you could live somewhere else: yeah, in japan, shibuya in some building on the 19th floor connect to Hyde's 20th floor apartment
you think about suicide: mmm yes
you believe in online dating: rubbish
others find you attractive: ??? i am elegant...XP
you drink: no
you do drugs: no
you smoke: no.
you like cleaning: No
you like roller coasters: yeah!
you write in cursive or print: Scribbles
OPINIONS:
teenage smoking: No point to it watsoever
doing drugs is: stupid
driving drunk: suicide
soap operas: are good only when it affects you.
BEST:
tv show: nothing specific
thing in the world: music
thing to collect: Jrock stuff
colors: Black and anything not too bright except hotpink. XP
thing to do on a rainy day: sleep
feeling in the world: When you feel loved and appreciated
FAVORITE:
food: Thai cuisine
song: Kasou from L'arc en ciel
thing to do: J-rock cosplay and chatting to friends
sport: batminton?
drinks: water, tea
clothes: punk??/jrock style/gothic
band: i dunno....too many
holiday: December holidays
HAVE YOU:
ever cried over a boy/girl: No
lied to someone: who never lies?
been in a fist fight: Yes, got almost a broken nose...bleeding lips
WHAT:
shampoo do you use: lux super rich!
perfume/cologne: Blue Adidas
shoes: sneakers
are you scared of: failure
NUMBER:
of times I have been in love? if you count j-rockers it would be many...other then that 0
of continents I have lived in? 1
of drugs taken illegally? 0
of friends I would trust with my life? 2
of people I consider my enemies? 20 (Thank you SO much ex best buddies)
of CD's that I own? alot
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? 3-5 times
of scars on my body? 3 but u can't really see them unless u look closer
of things in my past that I regret? Many things
HAVE YOU EVER:
Fallen for your best friend? yes, i married her. XDDD
made out with JUST a friend? Not just made out XDDD *grins*
Been in love? i think so...
Cheated on someone? yes...
HAVE YOU/ARE YOU/DO YOU:
Considered a life of crime? yes
Considered being a hooker? Hell no! i'll do the pimping mind you!
Considered being a pimp? hey, didn't see this question...yep...lol xDD
Are you psycho? I WOULD prefer if you put it as a sensible psycho. XDDD
Split personalities? dEFINATELY
Schizophrenic?some what
Obsessive compulsive? perhaps
Panic? yes
Anxiety? yes
Depressed? yes
Suicidal? failed many times
Obsessed with hate? yes, a lil
Understanding: yes
Open-minded: yes
Interesting: maybe
Hungry: always
Friendly: most of the time
Childish: sometimes
Healthy: no
Difficult: yes
Attractive: depends on u guys
Thirsty: no
Responsible: 65%
Sad: yes
Happy: yes
Trusting: depends XDD
Talkative: yes
Different: yes
Lonely: yes, very much indeed
CURRENTS:
Current Clothes: bRight YeLLOW t-shirt and basketball shorts
Current Mood: paranoid
Current Taste: honey and SaliVa
Current Hair: hIDE's HAIR...
Current Annoyance: 45%
Current Smell: Adidas blue
Current thing you ought to be doing: studying SS
Current Book: nothing at the moment
Current DVD: Ong Bak
Current Refreshment: pink guava juice
Current Worry: mid year exams and N-level
Current Crush: none....AND IT'S NOT KEN DAMMIT!!!! I DUN KNOW HIM XDDDDDDDDDDDD
ON DATING:
Long or short hair? depends
Dark or blond hair? dark
Tall or short?tall and not too short
Good boy/girl or bad boy/girl? neutral
Dark or light eyes? DARK! NO FAKEY EYES LIKE GACKT! IT RHYMES!!!
Hat or no hat? no
Pierced or no? LIP PIERCING!!! AND EAR PIERCINGS
Freckles or none? none
ON PREFERENCES:
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? chocolate milk
McDonalds or Burger King? Burger king
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? friend
Sweet or sour? bittersweet
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? none
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? Yaoi XDDD COMEDYXHORROR!!!= mana wahahahahahaa
Cats or dogs? catz
Ocean or Pool? POOL
Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? NACHO CHEESE!!!!!!!!!
With or without ice-cubes? ice cubes!! 20% OF it only
sunshine or rain? sunshine!! altho i hate sun
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? FALL!!!BEAUTIFUL FALL!!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!! *crazy*
Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolate
Gloves or mittens? BLACK PVC TIGHT GLOVES WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Eyes open or closed? OPEN
Fly or breathe under water? fly
Chewing gum or hard candy? CHEW CHEW CHEW
Motor boat or sailboat? motor boat
Lights on or off? dim...
Chicken or fish? FISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and CHICKEN....
okies i'm mad enuff... THE END...
H3studio wash up @ 12:51 AM
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Tuesday, May 04, 2004
TODAY WAS SUCH A F**KED UP DAY!!!!!!!STUPID FUCHER!!!! You know i feel cheated. I've always known that the pig was a hypocritical man...i quote from his own words "I'll try my best to help you in your maths. I'm sure you can do it" something like that and then today "I'm not gonna teach you this anymore! blah blah blah" he made me look like a fool. plus he caught me off guard. Didn't he think? Last year i was really f*Cked up in Maths so do you think i would know? and he revised this like yesterday...do you think my mind is fast enough? And the worst and stupidest thing is...i kept stammering cuz i was afraid i was wrong and he's like deaf. so when i say the correct answer he will ask "what?!" so i thought i probably was wrong and answer it differently which of cuz get me scolding. Bloddy FUCHER!!! And he asked me what is 2-3= ?? like everybody knows that...I TOLD HIM MANY TIMES NEGATIVE ONE!!!! and he was like "I DUN WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THAT! WHAT IS 2-3?" like hell! i told you the answer. I repeated almost ten times!! and he still dun get it he even scolded me the same question. "I dun want to know that...blah blah blah"...because he was used to saying minus 1. NEGATIVE 1 IS = TO -1 stupid shit...whatever lah....pissed like hell...as if i'm not pissed about other things...damn it...i hate human beings...yes i do...
H3studio wash up @ 7:16 AM
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