Tuesday, June 29, 2004
My japanese name is 中島 Nakashima (center of the island) 久美子 Kumiko (eternal beautiful child).
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i've been angry for a long time...well fine...i'll get over it...cuz just thinking about Ami makes me happy. haiz...otakon...bleh...whatever....anywayz....yeah Me, 2nd wife and sibling made something for my "daddy" Tsuzuki. I'm sure she'll like it. and finally me and sibling kept our promise to give that to her. i can't wait to surprise her...^_^ bleh i'm lazy to type. bye bye...
H3studio wash up @ 6:52 AM
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
i'm too tired to elaborate anything. so i'll make it fast.
i went to Kouhaku to support Mizuki...and....boy was she great! really...her voice is sugoii...
anyway...kouhaku....well most of them sucks...as in their voice lah...haha only a few caught my attention...well...funny things happen there...omg...salad in a dress!! he so funny...ne spiderkim yaoiing with him? lol...erm so yeah...other things happen too..anyway...the curry puffs they serve is so delish`~~~~~~yum yum...hahaha thats all...maybe i continue tomorrow...
H3studio wash up @ 9:33 AM
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Hooooooooooooey! today was a fun day...bleh spent about $100++ ...damn i bought shoes... ISTILL CAN'T BELIEVE I BOUGHT THEM...gullible piece of fuchar...
Anywaes...i met the tawn and marlz outside breadtalk...lol...they went to the wrong one XD haha and then we proceeded to fareast...walk around....shops close...got hungry...so we went to constant cravings...very nice place...i couldn't finish my food tho...we talked about "the french horse" XDDD, mana and opening a club of my own...very interesting topic ne...hahaha
later we proceeded to buy my stuff...and then we are done! argh do you know it's like whatever u want to buy u can't afford it. and when u can afford it u can't buy it cuz it's not there...bleh...shithead...
so then we found ourselves at heeran. we decided to talk purikura and what the fuchar?! the machine had no more ink...so we wasted time and finally we got our pics...hahaha well we went to so many POAs!!!and like i see the model look so familiar...later it hit me...IT'S OLIVIA....well i think thats her name...X_X prices are so ex...oooo then we went to HMV! oh perfect entrance for me...they were playing smile but theres like only 2 tracks left...so well..we can't help it.. We sang rather loudly...enthusiastic fans of Laruku XDDD
we tried on specs and hahaha marlz tried on this specs and it made her look like elton john XDDD we tried alot of it...hahaha later we went to takashimaya and i became stupid fan again...buying hide's necklace..wootZ....heavy liao...and we tried on so many hats...eto...marlz look like a pirate...
so erm we went to bugis and shit i forgot what we did....oh we ate!!!then i can't remember...oh we went to arab street. but alot of the shops were close...bleh...Ali baba...NO!!!!!!! Lallubhai!!!!!! hahahaha...so we went back to bugis...but before that...flash back...we went...to POA again! ok fast foward we went into the raffles hospital for fun and then to banquet to drink. later we went back to bugis but we went to bugis village first then after that we went walking around in bugis junction. saw some really nice things there at top man. so after that we went our seperate ways...The end...
After observing todays outing...i've come to realize that there are many similar things eg. (taste, likes etc...) that me and tawn share...hahaha next time go shopping together k? lol when we are no more broke that is....so fun going out with you guys...yay!! we finally took puri together...XDDD
and Marlz...hehehe remember at the bugis village...mana..in a dress ... singing...*Deep voice* "Come and have some fun wif me~" bwahahahaha *dies of laughter* hahaha tat is gross...
oh well...goodo naito...and amai...naitomea!!!!!lol....
H3studio wash up @ 9:43 AM
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
Ok yesterday...yeah saw simmie...she looking shocked...XDD OK...then later i went to liang court and ya entertain this 3 japanese ladies...gosh so trouble some...they wanted to buy almost everything in the shop. Thank god...that i had some jap lang basics...if not i be like huh? what? huh? hahaha then ya they talk to me and stuff and i had to explain money stuff...-_-; haha but they are nice women...then off i went up to see a kodomo doing tea ceramony...so cute...pink kimono...haha then later went grocery shopping and this black dude was checking me out...he winked and me 0_0 OH MY GOD!! ok whatever...hahahaha...I ATE CHOU!!!!!! I LOVE CHOU...yum yum...i wanna go buy it at miki ojisan again soon...ar gonna clean the kitchen and my room jya....
H3studio wash up @ 1:39 AM
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! atleast i hope it is really today...XDDD
I fetch my dad from his workplace and brought him to kenny rogers for a dinner treat! am i wonderful...hahaha it was a fulfilling meal...and yeah we talk alot about this and that...hahaha funny...and we took purikura!!! hahaha damn...whats wif me? FAIL ACTING CUTE!!! hahahaha what to do? trying to be daddy's girl/boy hahaha today....
hahaha bwahahahahaha ok bye bye! ^___________________^
H3studio wash up @ 6:21 AM
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
Stole from rebel tawn
The Basics
How did you discover j-rock:: Anime, parents
How long have you liked j-rock:: very long
What was the first band you ever heard:: X-japan and loudness
Were you impressed by their music or looks
first:: music!i was young so i think they look scary
Did you mistake any of the members for women at
first glance::no
Do you like visual kei:: i heart bijuarukei!!!
Do you like j-pop:: depends who sings it
Are you into fanservice:: u think? duh...
Admit it...you’ve mistaken at least one j-rocker
for a girl:: Izam...
Playing Favorites
Your favorite band (music)::L'arc en ciel, moi dix mois, dir en grey,D,gazette ALOT!!
Your favorite band (eye-candy):: SAME!!!
Who’s got the best visual: KOZI!!!!!! Mana!!
Who’s your favorite j-rocker:: Hyde!!!mana!!
You’re favorite songs::Je te veux, Brise,I'll, Dialogue dix symphonie, pagent,Kasou,niji,jiyuu he no shoutai
Favorite music style:: Heavy guitar riffs, solos accompaniment of either, Classical,jazz,or blues. SYNTHETIZERS!
Clothing style:: EGA, KERA goths/punk
Yaoi couple (be creative):: Gacktxhydextetsu
Vote a j-rocker most..
Attractive:: Hyde
Talented:: All of them are!
Adorable:: Kyo
Disturbing:: MANA!! hahhaahahaha
Edible: Masa cuz he reminds me of chocolate
Bitchy:: Hyde
Engrish speaking:: Hyde
Annoying:: gackt.
Sex-able:: gackt and Hyde
Fake:: gackt.
Feminine:: Mana
Likely to jump you in an alley:: Yomi
Likely to be beaten up by gangsters:: Yomi
Likely to let you bear their children:: Mana, he needs descendants. hahaha
Likely to try and eat you:: Hyde-sama (hentai)
Likely to be an actual woman:: Emiru
Likely to be a spy from Russia:: Die...spy for russia and germany...bwahahaha
Likely to become ruler of Japan:: Gackt.
First j-rock that comes to mind
Ass:: gackt...nice ass
Abs:: sugizo
Vocals:: Hyde
Guitar:: Hide
Bass:: Heath
Drums:: Yoshiki
Synthesizer:: mana..
Leather:: Hyde
Goth:: MANA
Bondage:: MANA (believe it or not XD)
Sex:: Yomi
Talent:: Mana and gackt
Fish:: Hitsugi (pisces)
Hump:: Hyde
Manson:: hide
Visual:: Kozi
Hand Cuffs...:: Mana
Children:: Hyde
Food:: Hyde
Kinky:: Mana
Random Questionage
If you could sex up any j-rocker who would it
be:: Mana
Why them:: don't ask, just don't ask XDDDD
Read any j-rock fanfiction:: yep
Ever written any j-rock fanfiction:: wootz! of course
Any j-rock fantasies you'd care to share..:: Yes. Toshiya asking me to go to KFC and Kyo being my boyfriend and we vomit together. Toshiya being my big brother.
Pink Spider???: Cries...hide-sama~
What three j-rockers would you most want to
meet:: Mana, Hyde and Isshi
Ever been to any live shows:: Yeah...indies band...*_*
Was it good:: a few glitches but good none the less
Doesn't Miyavi have the sexiest evil smile
you've ever seen?:: noooooooooo
Ok ok...Kirito or Marilyn Manson:: kirito!
Think any j-rocker would be slightly frightened
of you if they read this:: Mana
Any last words...:: J-rock is true expression of Muzik!!!!!!
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Friday, June 18, 2004
A "song" i wrote...(peterpan inspired)
The night has come
for me to say goodbye
The sun has set
the moonlight shines on me
I give you the last kiss
For you to remember
I shall be the faded image
a form of your memories
The sun will rise and you will forget
i will be gone when, you're awake
I'm not coming back
There's no stopping now
I'll fly away to the far Horizon
I gave you a doll to keep you company
I wrote you a song played by my symphony
no matter the distance
I'll remember you but i'll
never come back
The sun will rise and you will forget
i will be gone when you're awake
i'm not coming back
theres no stopping now
i'll fly away to the far horizon
THE END
hahahaha wrote it about 3 am...hahaha
H3studio wash up @ 11:55 PM
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I'm an idiotic emotional fan *cries* X-japan always makes me sad. *cries* hide-sama T_T well the whole x-japan make me sad. Even toshi. X-japan is no more...yoshiki is different. and pata...*cries* i want pata!!! *hugs pata* i still feel his underappreciated. As much as i like hide i like pata alot too. STUPID FANFICTIONS! SOMETIME THEY REMIND ME OF THOSE DAYS WHEN X-JAPAN WAS EXISTING! i was too young. Not that young but still....argh...pata-sama...i support u in dopeheadz...i miss this 80's...i miss X-JAPAN of oldness...i miss visual kei....T_T baka...
H3studio wash up @ 10:46 AM
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
Ok..eventful day...it was a kurai+miyavi/fifa's birthday outing...hahaha took lots of photos...and we talk alot...ok after all of us talk i was feeling abit shaken up...so i decided to hug everyone of them. can't bear to lose anyone of them. really. The thing about me is i love my frens even if they hurt me intentionally or unintentionally. thats just me. I'm a fool.
well ok enuff of that...fast forward. we went to mos and we did alot a silly things! and it was so funny and we kept laughing our asses off...we kept saying fuchar and shelly. hahaha...
AAAAAAAAAAAAH GOOD NEWS!!! I PASSED MY GRADE 5 THEORY!!!!!!!!!!!!*THROWS CONFETTI* THANK YOU GOD...well its not a really good mark..almost died but I PASSED!!!!!! I CAN GO ON TO GRADE SIX. at least i now i got some hope left...ok yay!!! GAKUTO!!!! THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME COMPLAIN TO U EVEN IF U DUN KNOW ME! AS MUCH AS I HATE AND LOVE U. THANK YOU HIDE T-SHIRT!!!FOR STICKING TO ME THROUGHOUT MY EXAMS...AND THANK YOU TO MY SENIORS AND JUNIORS WHO HAVE SUPPORTED ME!!!
ok msgs to ppl:
Mizu:ok...mizu...when u had hypo just now...i freaked out...i mean like cuz i felt really useless and i didn't know what to do. i was really worried. cuz i care to much and what more, our previous conversation at BK was not helping. I hope you had fun and yeah...THAT FORBBIDDEN PICTURE!! i really didn't know u did that...hahaha....harrassed by you!...well...love you...
Tara: Thanks for lending the socks...erm nothing much to say to you...just... i love you XDD yeah i meant that...i've always meant it ^_^ but u know how my love is 4 you. hahaha ok i think that will freak u out enuff. hahaha
Sharmayne: maybe u won't read my blog but i had a really good time with you and it's been so long since we laff alot together. i really miss the times when we did that and yep! i finally got it...hope we laff more together...
Fifa: fiFA is so cute....and hope you like ur gift...tho i doubt u read my blog...i just wanna say..HAHAHAHA ELEPHANTS DO FLY!!!!!!!!!
hahaha ok then...jya...
H3studio wash up @ 8:54 AM
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Well just got home...and me and hisoka bought a birthdae gift for fifa and an extra gift for tara's future birthday. hahaha. erm i just followed Izam around with her bunch of idiotic, bad mannered friends. somehow following is stupid cuz i found my self at the old changi hospital. and yeah everyone knows that place is haunted. i did saw something but well i rather not say...respectful...yeah walked around...actually even if it was haunted, it's quite a nice place...erm i have flashbacks of the past...erm which i never knew i had...like i've been there years ago...strange isn't it...i was bloody dizzy there too and felt like sleeping. erm unintentionally scared a Izam's fren. hahaha which is funny. I guess Izam got a new BF...haiz...she'll never learn i guess...i feel i wasted my time with her which includes the whole of today...fucher...
well hope i don't dream of that scary lady tonight...X_X
H3studio wash up @ 6:32 AM
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Art camp...yeah....art camp...hahaha i'm very blur now...erm not enuff sleep and too much sleep...X_X tat dun really make sense ne??? er..alot of funny things happen...First of all i only had less then 2 hours of sleep before i went to school and then i was very sleepy but then i got hyper when i met Marlz...wel not totally hyper yet...Until i saw Mr.Juraimy!*shivers* BWAHAHAHAHAHA a very big shock to my delicate fragile mind~ then i paint and paint and paint...with the help of fifa of course...hmm things didn't really turn out quite well cuz i was like no mood to paint...then later went to eat dinner..fried bee hoon...oh then everybody paint again and me, marlz and Nash went to bath..(SEPERATELY MIND YOU) and then we went back to paint and other ppl started to leave the art room for their shower and then they went to the music room so that was how me and mARlz have the whole place to ourselves.
oh then i made a hat for my bear..and Marlz did a flower. And i painted seek and hitsugi for fun...AND THEN I GOT REALLY HYPER!!!! It was about 12+ and i always get mad around that time, so we played lots of J-rock songs, then finally played 'Je te veux' (and you know how that makes me dance.) so well yeah i impersonate oh great gackt-sama of bishonen land...i went down the spiral stair case slowly, pose, pose,pose and then started dancing to the music...then pretending to sing...and stand like gackt. then i put the chair down and pretend it's a speaker then put my leg on it...then er did something...like u know...in Illuminati live concert...X_X mexspeaker...LOL. We were both laughing so hard and i couldn't stop dancing. pLAyed the song like many times until nash came down and i scared her by ermm "molesting" her in a gacktish way...hahaha er somesort...hmm so finally i stop dancing and me and Marlz went to doodle on the board writing our names in Hiragana and katakana trying to make a signature. Then we draw and draw...and draw tutu-man...a.k.a French horse that cost $5...we didn't write the $5 bucks...it was just there...hahaahaha. we went to sleep but i didn't sleep...i escapes from the clutcthes of Fifa's hugging arms and dangerous legs. Went out of the music room... listening to songs...and walking around school alone...and then i went to circle seats thingie staring at the road...and then my disc starts playing some sappy song...like as if i was in a movie and i got dumped. and i realize that there was frog infront of me. So guess what? I talked to it!! and it talked back!
Me: "So what do you think of my art.
Frog: Rip it! Rip it!
well it was a cute frog...very much like seek's frog...so i decided to go back...and slept next to Marlz. Fifa stole my bear again!!! SO I SLEPT WITH NOTHING!!! and it was very cold...and quite entertaining to see the sleeping habits of other ppl. especially the one they call Juraimy. Bwahahahaha. Once again i can't sleep and Marlz was awake so we went out and talk. OH THE WARMTH!!!! stupid cold room!!! then we went to sleep on the bench for 1/2 hour...i fell asleep but i was afraid to really sleep..cuz god knows what ppl might say...two "homeless" ppl sleeping on the bench...what if ppl find us drooling in the morning? so i woke her up...then we went in and Sleep...freezing...and at the last moment...i realize i have a god damn jacket!!!! AND tHE REST as THEY say is HISTORY!!!!!!!!
yay~ X_X
H3studio wash up @ 5:17 AM
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
went out today...Finally. hahaha. went out with farrah, spiderkim, and friend to watch harry potter. then go spotlight. nothing much....I KNOW WHO JUKA COSPLAYER IS! kudos to me. hahaha...thats all...
H3studio wash up @ 7:18 AM
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK] 
You are a Goth! Oh Woe is you! Your LJ is full of angsty poetry and every breath is PAINFUL for you. Remember, when you are playing with razor blades, it's down, not across! Make it count! (kidding!) More Quizzes at Go-Quiz.com
Yes...a patchy goth...X_X
hmmmmm it's that time of the month for me again! couldn't sleep...it was painful...i hate is when female side starts to come out! grrrrrr! Anyway i'm firey...been to moody...and amazingly creative on cooking...watching too much iron chef made me smart...i like cooking...i cook good tasty fish...really...That kobe guy rocks...hahaha...erm...yeah kinda got back the whole elegance thing...but it's turn into a real bother...i'm so melodramatic sometimes...AH I WROTE A NEW FIC called...HATE
with Leehomxhyde (first time i know! shocking) gacktxhyde gacktxleehom ...not in order of course hahaha...nothing ever is...lalalala whatever...JAMIE YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!
H3studio wash up @ 11:36 PM
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Tuesday, June 08, 2004
I've been blowing bubbles...REALLY! i dunno...i'm fascinated by it...and tempted to blow bubbles..and from 11+ to 3.58 pm...i've been blowing bubbles ;)
H3studio wash up @ 12:56 AM
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Sunday, June 06, 2004
I'm back from cosplaying...i'm tired...and yeah i'm still pissed...well been pissed the whole day but heck i'm so good and putting a mask...lol...ok...anyway it was fun...GENEXIS ROCKS!!! they sound good!!!! most importantly...i wan the guitar! hahaha. ok i me and hisoka were probably the only ones headbanging which kinda funny and when the vocal ask who are kagrra fans hisoka and me being lame raise our hands and scream ME!!!!! lol teh stupid...but funny....oh and had fun with the manas and took pic with juka!!!!!!!!omg juka if ur reading my blog ur so cool!!!!!!!!!(i'm talking about the cosplayer) lol erm ok...i lost alot of things.....OH LIKE I FORGOT TO TAKE MY DVD BACK FROM ANIMUS AND HE WHEN HOME -_-; aaaaaah watever...and i was interviewed just now with the other manas. ain't that cool...i am scary mana...i forgot my contacts tho...shit....Anywayz...bands were great...hisoka fell of the stage...WAHAHAHAHHAHA sorry.... hmm... "poetic time now"
I am a faded memory,
like a forgotten rose in a dark alley,
i felt a part of my self die but somehow
i felt that i was reborn in a different way.
I feel alone,
so unimportant, lost within my own world
full of self love...but yet i have loved others.
but others hurt me...
the sun has set
darkness returns to reign
the feeling is mutual
and i'm alone...
mixed feelings
with hurt and grieve i sat there alone.
But just when i want to die
there you were...
for now i see...
i was actually never alone
you were always there for me
yet i never realized...
i was blind but now i see...
OK I'LL SHUT UP...
ok msg to ppl....
Tara: You were great today! look cool! sorry if i'm such a hassle.
Tora: you look cool and i'm sorry i couldn't really hang out much with you.
Tsu: GOMEN NASAI, i'm like so horrible to you cuz i kinda ignored you a little. You were very cute today.
Tawn&Marlz: YOU GUYS WERE TRE COOL!!!!!!!!Marlz! i love you're piercings, you make a good seek! and Tawn, u were blinding me but i love red and YOU ROCK!
Rachel38: hahaha very cute daishi...
Simmie: you make me sick...now i'm sneezing and coughing lol. TANUKI!!!!hahaha u if not for that tanuki u'll be a much better yura but ur cool anyway.
Hisoka: u suck. GACKT!!!!!!!!! hahahahaha
hahaha sorry if i forgot anyone...
Specially for Mizuki...
Mizuki thank you so much...i can be an ass when i'm mana...u know he's so trouble some but really i dunno what i 'll do without you. It's ok that u didn't get to help me with my hair but i'm ok with it! next time we take puri ok? U make a great aya and a great cosplay buddy. LOOK WE GOT A VERY GOOD COSMETICS BOX!!! hahaha.u rox...tho i didn't get to hang out with u that much i had fun with you. We've been thru some obstacles to gether but we got through it and when i'm down u talked to me and i'm glad cuz at least i know some one cares. It was a good cosplay tho mana is an ass hahaha. well ^_^ all is good...
With that ppl...signing off....
Mana-sama~~~~~
H3studio wash up @ 9:01 AM
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
argh i can't sleep. not from excitement. I'm fucking angry and i'm really pissed. I AM FEELING SOME FUCKED UP SHIT. AND IF TOMORROW GOES LIKE SHIT I'M LIKE JUST GONNA BREAK DOWN OR GO MAd. if anyone pisses me off i'm just gonna walk off. i can't take it anymore...only i know the reason and i'm not gonna say it to the world.
H3studio wash up @ 8:41 AM
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Teh feeling da hurtz....not tell why...telling private journal tho...yeah...teh feeling da hurtz on tiny thing but me thinking it big deal to me...yep yep...THE END...
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Friday, June 04, 2004
yes that is teh sick!!
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