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Okie dokie...lets start day with...i didn't talk to Izam. Not a word. I didn't bother either. ~>@#$!@#@! anyway...it's also lousy becuz i didn't get much art done today...and i have to REDO SO MUCH STUFF! >< it only looks like it's done.
hmmm What else...OH i had mee Pok today!! oh my god...i'm still so full...i really love eating it at Auntie Jessie's place. Oh on Iron chef today...^_______^ Megumi was on...tho at tat time she wasn't married to Hyde yet...i think...ah whatever...she's okay...i guess XD ...
anyway...yah....dunno what to do...i think i should sketch till i die today...
H3studio wash up @ 4:15 AM
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You know...i don't understand Izam. I really don't...maybe i'm getting pissed over nothing but still...i'm a person who thinks alot and i can get pissed easily....Today Izam doesn't want to sit with me....normally thats not the case...but hey i don't mind moving...then when i moved ( I sat next to Miyuki) Miyuki told me that Sha-san was told by Izam that i'm a boring company. You know, i did not need to hear it from Miyuki you know. I would really appreciate if I am told by her instead. I'm mean really? YOU CALL ME BORING COMPANY?! i tried my fucking best to talk to you. Try to make a conversation but it's either you are brushing me off or like you aren't ever interested. I talk...u think it's rubbish...you ask me to shut up. When i don't talk, u think i'm boring and i don't really bother to talk to you etc... My goodness...seriously Bimbos like Izam don't go far unless they really change! iF Bimbos did go far, they're just lucky. Plus since i am not as good to talk to as Sha-chan, go ahead talk to her. I don't care you know, just as long you don't abandon me. I can't take it out on Sha-chan becuz she and i are thinking the same way. Seriously...it's not my fault either. Anyway i know you will never read this cuz u don't see my blog. I'm just venting out my anger.
I thought you knew me best. I talk only when i feel like it. And if you don't want me to disturb you, don't just brush me off until like that?! Seriously, i hate the way Izam acts. Wonder how i could be good friends with a bimbo. Happily admitting she's one anyway. I hate how she degrades herself. Hah you said i abandon you. Look who's abandoning me now? And then when you are in trouble or whatever shit, you come crawling to me. Nowadays i don't feel that i'm worth anything to you. Right now i don't care. You have your friends. I have mine.
Leave me alone...go ahead...
don't come crawling back to me...
i won't be there when you need me most
i'm not dumb to stand by you all the time...
i have forgiven you many times
yet this is all you give me?
Perhaps i'm not the same person as before,
but just like the person i was before, i have a heart
you can take it but don't break it...
looks like you made a few cracks on me...
soon, you'll drop me and i'll break to pieces
And when you needed me the most,
you tried to put me back...
But sorry...I'm gone....
X_X haiz whatever lah...
H3studio wash up @ 5:57 AM
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Today was a great day. I met Kaori today and we went to china town to buy gloves and ask the price for a custom made wig. So we'd probably go back there again. Kaori and me clicked rightaway! well ok...we abit shy but later we talk alot. she got this really weird cute laughter. haha then we went to eat at Mac donalds.
so later, we went to take the train to orchard cuz we had to meet up with Junie and friends. Then on the train we bump into kenneth...it was too crowded and he had to push his way...he didn't see ask so he kinda really push Kao-chan around! i was like "WHAT THE HELL STUPID FUCHAR...oh wait..thats my mommy...*Dies*" hahahaha...lucky i didn't say out loud. Kenneth finally got out and yeah...we're still stuck in the train. Went to Fareast, saw some bands playing...lots of diff genre of punks were there...we took purikura after that. it turn out nice but really funny. cuz we had no idea what to pose so it turn out funny. We went to Kino to meet Junie...OMG SHOXX!!! GOT MOI DIX MOIS AND KAGRRA!!!!!!!!!!!!and front cover got Yukke (squeel) but didn't buy it tho. So we met Junie at the counter, we both read Kera and then i let Junie listen to Nocturnal Opera. haha oh her friend has a nice small poster of Mana's shadow temple x. However he found Nocturnal Opera a flop. I think its fantastic altho i like the first album more.
Me and Kao-chan decide to make a move and we left to go City Plaza to find my boots. OMFG!!!!!$(%)^*%)$^*#)(%)()*)@($)*#$(*% I CAN'T FIND GOOD ONES AND I CAN'T FIT ANY OF THEM AND BLOODY EX AND THAT IDIOT GUY WITH BAD SERVICE LIKE FORCING ME TO BUY! FUUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAR! so yeah left the place feeling dissapointed...so we went to the other building...and we both ate lemang. hahaha it was nice...so then we headed home...
BUT WAIT THERES MORE!
Kaori and me live near each other, so we decided to go home, change and eat dinner out. And so thats what we did. There's a pasar malam at my area so we were roaming around. Bought some stuff for kaoru costume. We walk around alot and we bought fans. So after walking a round we went to a playground near our houses and we played on the swings. hahaha it's so fun and then we started listening to Natsu Matsuri by white berry (i think) hahaha and we singing waving our fans. hahaha we're both mad lah. haha later we went home.
So tomorrow we'll meet again, but this time to study. Ah the convenience of living near each other...^_^
H3studio wash up @ 7:45 AM
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Life is very weird....Anyway..my life almost ended two days ago...a secret i've been trying to keep for a year was almost ruined. A perfect plan that i had thought off almost failed. things are too risky now...i'm so afraid that if my plan is foiled again i'll die...cuz if it is foiled i'll be banish from the house. it's that bad. I wish that i had not done what i had but it was unavoidable. So now i plan to do something about it, change my actions and make it into a secret forever. How i wish i can tell someone about it but i'm not going to. It sucks...
Anyway....I RECEIVED MY LOVELY NOCTURNAL OPERA cd.....OOOOOOOOOH LOVELY LOVELY!!! i love it so much....and it comes with a poster...oh the beauty of it all....
You can find the review of the CD on my other journal...www.xanga.com/jeunefille_rosiel
H3studio wash up @ 1:06 AM
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Warning...this entry is Disgusting and probably Vulgar and not meant for the eyes of the weak...cuz theres many sides of me that i'll be talking abt....
Today is Izam's birthday...and well...the party was okay...it's just so me to sit one corner and drink.
Male side: sO Lyk i'm just staring at this ppl dancing and shaking their asses infront of me. *Yawn* and oh wow, Izam can really shake her ass really well...like really man! woooh...seriously and the rest of the girls were dancing and fucking hot! like really...they're turning me on...like fuck..it's so hot...making me horny...the guys were being really gay sitting on each other and grinding each other while they dance...that turn me on too XP hahaha they are really funny. However i resorted to sitting in the corner not dancing cuz i lost all genkiness and i'm tired........i'm like really bored there. not my kind of crowd...hip hop and all with bimbos and all...why the fuck was i there? Oh rite, Izam's special to me but fuck i felt really left out and i really didn't care. Anyway, shake it baby shake it!
Female side: I'm all alone...
i am not like those girls. I'm a lover not a dancer. I hate to dance like that too. I'm not like them
i do not dance like that infront of guys. I am single. WHY THE FUCK IS THAT GUY LOOKING AT ME?! ergh and to think that idiot was also there. Fat shit who thinks i'm his ex. His best friend was checking me out?! like he used to be Izam's ex. HELLO?! Anyway i'm not interested. Sure seeing Izam and her guy makes me jealous cuz she has a boyfriend and i don't . Infact although i'm longing i don't want. I rather not risk it and plus i do not want to lose myself. It's not the right time yet and i rather not have one cuz i don't have time for one. so fuck it.
Lesbian/bi side: ...i dun care...get me a girlfriend...perhaps a guy. whatever...
straight side: NO this is soooooooo wrong....-_-;;
well fuck it and fuck u too...
k sorry...
fuck fuck fuck! hah!
besides that...
Ami, i love you and whatever it is, i hope i get to see you face to face cuz you're one of the reasons that push me to work hard and live. you comfort me and i really need that from you.
H3studio wash up @ 10:40 AM
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ah watch spidey 2 yesterday...it was good....nothing much....had oral today..totally suck...whatever...dun wanna talk about it...bleh...bad mood....(mee poh was good tho)
H3studio wash up @ 4:54 AM
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it was about 12 am and i just got back from orchard after taking purikura...hitsugi in seigaku t-shirt...XD hahaha so cosfest was great. and i have a new mummy and daddy...or so i claim...XD they being MANAS!!! lol hahaha it was really funny. had a great time with my newly made friends and it was really fun!!! altho i got stomachache but sevene so nice T_T she help me get rid of it...
spider kim look funny XD he was pissed cuz they cut his intro...so poor thing..so anyway...walk around alot met so many ppl and ppl kept asking whether my piercings were real...they kept falling off. XD so later i seperated from the mana and friends...lol and went out with some frens and new friends which is the gothic & lolita group...hahaha gain a husband and a wife. husband being (jack) and wife being (er..darling) hahaha...not bad ah? hahahahah whatever lah...but it was a fun day...scaring kiddies and all
big thanks to mizu for pushing me to the ground, and other things..hahaha thanks for putting and taking out the contacts...sorry if i gave u much trouble.
biggest thanks to marilyn and geraldine who is so patient with me when my piercings fell off....much yaoi thanks to u XD
to everyone else. hope u have fun. Thank u...
H3studio wash up @ 10:02 AM
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Ok i'm going to summarize....
1. i was molested in school by the oh so "handsome" Jiayi XP hey jiayi u read this ah...blah u lah....i molested u last! hahahahahaha meaning i win! but seriously dun do that again....i mean we look like we were humping each other...god gross u know...
2. Yes it's 2.am and cosfest is a hours away.....and farrah's wif me....bleh....she talks and talks and drop my phone! ya very clever dammit...SO RUBBISH....watching battle royale now...according to her..she want to see cute girl?? i am like 0_0 ya lah what ever....SO RUBBISH.....today aso funny...reading SOMEONE'S blog...which i find a total piece of crap...and SO RUBBISH....seriously...
ok.... the 3 point.... i continue that tomorrow...i have not reach the 3 point...SO RUBBISH!....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHABWAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAAHAHHAAH. OK...
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H3studio wash up @ 11:05 AM
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eyyyyyyah i didn't go school today...sick...bleh....nothing much happen today......life can be boring sometimes.....haiz....how the heck am i gonna do hitsugi's make up? bleh...draw on myself...lol i lack of the equipments to practice...i did practice tho fail twice. so i hope on that day it'll be ok...haiz thats all..blah.
H3studio wash up @ 8:58 AM
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