Friday, December 31, 2004
Ah today had a very good bloody fun day.
1st of all...got annoyed with my parents for disturbing me in my sleep. Suppose to go meet Shuling, june, kyoist the twins and tara at 2pm at sommerset...was late...cuz got trap in the house....but then again they all late also...so hahaha being late was actually quite early. understand? hahaha ok then we all go mos burger to eat... and june telling us about soggy fries....Squeeze here and there. ahahahaha, tok so much shit. then we all planning where to go, the twins decided to meet their other friends..erm harriet and abu i think? i dunno their names but i think thats what they said. ;) so yea....we all were suppose to go to esplanade but we still got alot of time to burn.. *rewind* before that we went to heeran take puri and then the Mise girl took pics of us. XD * forward* SO YEah esplanade, on the way there we pass by the arts museum....
It's was free entry...............SO WE WENT IN. and boy was it fucking fun!!! it was like a playground. hahaha we look at paintings and watch some crap show then cut paper. hahaha after that we went to colour colour. we drew each member of dir en grey. hahaha and a certain someone. hahahha. then we decided it's too nice to leave it there so we exchange the drawings. : ) . then we go fountain and take pics....omg...afterthat we went to the art gallery... IT HAPPENED TO BE FERNANDO BOTERU!!!! and i happen to do my project on one of his paintings. hahaha and i love his works...very controversial also...contrast and interesting...haahahahaha we talk alot of crap on the paintings...alot of armpit hair...porn...hahahaha then we saw sculptures...>.> hahahhaah the thumb dick thing came up....like got joke...hahahaha...laugh like shit.
Then we all go to esplanade, didn't watch the gig. went to hagen daize however u spell that and ate ultimate ice cream $15.55 and it was like shit serving lah...hahhahaha me and tara stole the spoons. hahahaha oh then we played a little game and me and june lost so we have to eat the disgusting diluted icecream...taste like anti biotics...hahahaha...but then everyone tried it. so even loh. hmm then after that we walked around and then we went to subway...i was hungry and i went to eat. the rest of them ate chicken cheese sticks. then we discuss an issue. but thats private. hahaha then later we went home. so yeah..here i am now....very tired....now waiting for kyoist and the rest to come online to continue discussing that issue. : ) so the end
HAPPY NEW YEAR....
H3studio wash up @ 8:32 AM
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
i feel like a fucker today and i dun know why. maybe i'm paranoid cuz i hate disharmony among friends in a circle. when i get angry i could get out of control. sorry. i dunno anything. i just dun but i feel unlove and lonely today...fucked up....feeling like a fucker. no i'm not ok. i need to be reassured that nothing is wrong with the circle. pls be honest.
right now i feel like this...
Cold Lying in my bed Staring into darkness Lost I hear footsteps overhead And my thoughts return Again Like a child who's run away And won't be coming back Time keeps passing by As night turns into day I'm so far away And so alone I need to see your face To keep me sane To make we whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Pain It saddens me to know The helplessness you feel Your light Shines on my soul While a thousand candles Burn Outside this barren room The rain is pouring down The emptiness inside Is growing deeper still You're so far away And so alone You long for love's embrace To keep you sane To make you whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice Over the distance We try to make sense Of surviving together While living apart Striving for balance We rise to the challenge Of staying connected In spite of circumstance All you've forsaken And all that you've done So that I could live out This undying dream Won't be forgotten Or taken for granted I'll always remember Your endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Isolated Time escaping Endless sacrifice.
H3studio wash up @ 8:35 AM
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oh today when to alot of places with my parents. my dad bought me crown earrings and 2 hyde badges...XP unfortunately...i have to pay him back XD. we took purikura together...hahaha and then more shit shopping....hahahaha so ya...went home...and tada...now i'm typing in this blog...
note: please do not proclaim u know me if ur a stranger to me...scary...
H3studio wash up @ 6:08 AM
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Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Superdollfie fund : $70
I am "hide"...wearing a red underwear now...hahaha....u didn't need to know that...anyway...hmmm wtf...lol ... shitty shitty. ran all the way....to watch 12 kingdom but missed it...well watch inu yasha anyway...
hah ppl think i'm a bad and mean person, well i got news for them, i dun care. ppl may like me and ppl hate me so what?. only ppl who know me personally knows that i'm nice and i'm actually friendly...well up to u to think. i'm only cold towards ppl i hate.
H3studio wash up @ 8:25 AM
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
Super Dollfie fund : $70
Earned $50...ahahahhaa...today was pretty fun.....u guys would know why? tired to explain....
anyway check out this really good single....
Here's the lyrics:
Can you tell the difference of you and me?
You're not what you seem to be.
Try to understand that i'm not holier than thee
but neither are you holier than thou
go away you fucking poseur
you know ur just a fucking loser
just because you know malice mizer
you're not some fucking rocker.
Have you look into the mirror?
do you see your self?
You think you're cute
please don't make me puke
go away you fucking poseur
you know ur just a fucking loser
just because u know malice mizer
you're not some fucking rocker.
H3studio wash up @ 9:41 AM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
Current amt in Super Dollfie fund : $20
Did nothing but stare at the com all day looooooong....i wan jun tachibana....such a pretty dollfie...
aiming for super dollfie....aiming for super dollfie....
selling lene boots for $100......selling lene boots for $100
dooooooonateeeeeee.........
dooooooooonateeeee.........
wahahahahaa....ok.....
H3studio wash up @ 1:36 AM
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Friday, December 24, 2004
waaaa woke up too early...too watch kouhaku......white team won...slept thru gackt's performance....and i saw him picking his nose! just when he thinks no one is looking...I AM...thanks camera man...XD oh well this year's kouhaku is way better than last year. XD really.. channel 8 got some show ryuichi sama is acting in....oh well i still like him XD
H3studio wash up @ 7:40 PM
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New year's resolution
1. I shall cosplay only two characters. no one can change my mind. 1. tatsurou (in process of making) 2. Ruki from gazette (cheapest costume)
2. study hard for O-levels
3. Save money, less spending.
4. BUY A SUPER DOLLFIE! A MALE SUPER DOLLFIE! I SWEAR UPON THIS CHAIR I'M SITTING ON THAT I'LL BUY A SUPER DOLLFIE!!!!!!!! IN 5 MONTHS I'LL BE ABLE TO RAISE $700 IN 10 MONTHS I'M GETTING $1400 AND THATS ENOUGH TO BUY ME A SUPER DOLLFIE.I WANT TO BE A DOLLMASTER. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF MAKING MY OWN CRAPPY DOLLFIES WHICH IS ONLY THE HEAD. AND I HOPE VOLKS GOT A BLOODY GOOD LOOKING MALE SUPER DOLLFIE. AND I DUN CARE IF IT'S NAKED! I'LL SEW THE COSTUMES MYSELF....tHANK YOU.. I'M HIGH...i need a super dollfie......
signing off...mad mana...
H3studio wash up @ 8:55 AM
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MERRY X'MAS TO ALL. Ami...missing you always...
my fav pic.
I taught Yoshika and Shane to play Akuro no oka....I feel like a maht rocker.
hahahaha XD
H3studio wash up @ 5:53 AM
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
I'm back everybody!!! Internet's back! hahahaha
Ok...First things first... APOLOGY TO MY RAISON TEAM...
ok...apology to mostly Tara and Mizu...SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A BITCH... cuz i was
stress and all about the things that are falling apart. As i'm quite restricted to my movements i had to get you to pass me all sorts of things. SO SORRY. i hope u'll forgive me... Then again...we were a great team. XD it worked out fine...THANKS KITT for the things u lend me and supporting me...thanks all..
Ahahahaha...ok....i watch too much anime... so ya.... if i'm acting weird, you know why...deprived of yaoi too...
XD signing off...
H3studio wash up @ 3:50 AM
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
Ah just doing art homework now...collecting results on friday...hah...raison the next day.....bleh bleh...just got back from photoshoot. EXHAUSTED....ah holiday is nearing to an end too....bleh bleh...hahahahahahah So many things happen...well some good some bad...>< whateverlah...nyaaaaaaaaaa....
haiz..... well i really got nothing to say...really....so wif that...signing off...
TILL THE NEXT POST...(probably the next century...)
H3studio wash up @ 3:41 AM
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