Monday, January 31, 2005
THIS MESSAGE IS ESPECIALLY FOR MY BELOVED CROSS CRADLE....if you ever read this blog...
SAY + AKITO...I LOVE YOU BOTH...THANK YOU SO MUCH...U GUYS REALLY SURPRISED ME...MY HEART IS SO TOUCHED DESU!! HONTO!!! IT WAS VERY SWEET OF BOTH OF YOU...I'M VERY VERY TOUCHED....I'M SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY....GENKI GENKI... <3 YOU BOTH VERY VERY MUCH....
ok...enuff...
haahahahahaha...T_T very sweet very very sweet ....i'll get diabetes... I will not post what they send me because it's unappropriate, it solely belongs to me...but if u do want to see it...u can ask me online..and i'll show u....but i'll tell u the description. it's a photograph of akito, looking rather spastic...i think because he wasn't ready...and Say just snaped *meanie* . Akito is holding a small sign board that says. "Kyoru - san, ARIGATOU" the arigatou decorated...XD...i think it's very very sweet...yes...i love them both...thank you both of u...really....*muackz* one day, i will visit u guys...*Promise*
H3studio wash up @ 7:01 AM
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
omg...iwas looking through a J-rock newspaper/newletter whatever u call it. some japanese newpaper thing...and i found the most exclusive news ever! regarding mana...and certain someone...omg...I damn jealous lah...hahaha i cut it out..to share with u guys....
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hahahahahahahahhaah~! *Dies* well it says, that Mana and suspected wife, Kyoru was spotted outside a french restraunt. It was said that he got engage to her during Malice Mizer. They were married few years later. then the second one is. EXCLUSIVE!!Happy COUPLE!! of midi:nette. Now moi meme moitie's new ambassador is kyoru, mana's wife. Kyoru was in an indie band called Miyabi no Marrionette *forget what i said* Mana and kyoru's new album will be release on 4th march!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAA OMG....WHAT THE HELL LAH...AH PEK FAMILY.
H3studio wash up @ 9:05 AM
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I am very sleepy...zzzzzzz....on friday i dunno wat i was doing...was on the phone with kyoist for few hours...father not happy leh...mother thinks i'm a lesbian...farny....hope she never see the pics of me and junie kissing. XD I'm at the twin's place now....wootz...sleepy....they are having their shots now...mine is later...cause she needs to take darker pics of me...lol to show my old self...loneliness kind of pic...ah...so i'm wearing normal...suppose to wear Myaku toshiya costume but i never. anyway it's good cuz the costume is not complete. ahahaha...oh well...ZzzzzZZZzz deep fantasy so nice....lalalala.......*falls asleep*
H3studio wash up @ 1:57 AM
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Friday, January 28, 2005
So now i know who B.A.D is...they are the one who sang Blue's song...i heard them at auntie pats....XD oh well....they performed today....and me snapping away...and all...*angry fangirls (there are fangirls! omg) throws things at kyoru* lol cuz i get to meet them and take their picture...while the rest had to stay back...ya...kyoru can go in backstage...other girls can get lost...lol the manager was like "NO SIGNING ! NO SIGNING!" lol... the guys said thanks to me i said thanks to them. *waves* *Waves back* ....I still don't like them..lol....like generally i dunno them still...hahaha *stick out tongues to the fangirls* The joy of seeing Slytards and badtards hating me. XD lol...but i'll remember them for something... : accidental fanservice...^_____^ lol what happen was Danny (i think) put his arms over Alex (i think) and they wanted to do this dance sequence but they went the wrong way alot of times....so it looks like...both of them humping/grinding or whatever u wanna call it to each other...wahahahahaha...then Alex grabbed his crotch...XD too excited already...bwahhahaha after this all 3 of them will do it in the car...lol ok kidding....lol damn retarded....lol...ya...hehehehe...stupid lah...atleast now the stupid posters can be put down.
H3studio wash up @ 2:53 AM
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
Feels like the good old days...Photography is still alive...almost dead but nonetheless alive...heard got like 50 new recruits but only 4 turn up...pathetic...but nvm....hahaha...well tomorrow gonna cover the shoot for B.A.D concert....erm...who the hell is B.A.D again?? i dunno lah...maybe they are famous in hongkong but i certainly dunno there...If like silverash come, i'll definately be excited....XD ya so i really dunnO B.A.D ....oh well....i realize we must train the juniors quickly before we step down...cuz...if really turns out o be 4 new members..then really not enuff. they will be so unexperiance...hope after i leave, Seraphina will train them until they are really good so they can pass down to the next generation. ^_^ V yay...*habbo dance* ...bleh...must get dollfie soon...>< me wan...me wan...so many things to cosplay....aaaah...
H3studio wash up @ 2:41 AM
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
Ah just came back to school. had P.E today...run and run....i hate to run....the only keeping me going was Sho...i was pretending that i had to run to reach him. ....i was chanting Super Dollfie on the first half. "superdollfie superdollfiesuperdollfiesuperdollfie etc.." then the second half "Junshojunshojunsho shooooooooooooooo <--(sprinting already) XD" yeah something like that....whew....damn tired. got giddy...OMG they put me in that shit club again...I'M NOT THAT FAT?! It's ok tho...this year resolution is to lose weight...bffft...that means everyfriday morning i have to run....bfft.....well yeah it's not that embarrasing to join the club anyway...i will like leave the club in less then a few months...cuz my metabolism rate not that bad leh. XD can tahan lah... Just kill of 3 kg can already. (:P) haiyah....wteverlah...i got to do malay compo now...I dread malay compo...and i still got to do the common wealth compo.....
<3 Fatso...
H3studio wash up @ 11:19 PM
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Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html
Took the test after i got pissed..>.> wow...my disorders...
H3studio wash up @ 6:40 AM
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I AM SO BLOODY PISSED.....I THINK MY MOM THREW AWAY MY MC....U KNOW HOW I NEED THAT?! WTF!!!!!!!!! I DUN WANT TO GO SCHOOL!!! I WANNA QUIT! QUIT!!!!!!!!! I JUST FEEL LIKE DYING NOW.........DAMN U STUPID SCHOOL...... I DON'T THINK I CAN FIND MY MC NOW.....FUCHAR FUCHAR FUCHAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!!!!!!!!! (>_<+ ) __
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H3studio wash up @ 5:40 AM
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V-keist Badge Details.
V-keist Badge Logo design competition. Sign up now. *PM me* closing date :27th jan 2005
The selected logo will be regconized and put to good use, plus u get a free badge instead of paying for one.
Once all the competitors are confirmed. The competition will start. from 28th jan to the 12th Feb 05 .
Once the design has been chosen, it'll be sent for printing . limited 30 badges only.
People applicable to this badge is : Good J-rock cosplayers , Qualified V-keist. Generally J-rock fans who are REALLY J-rock fans.
H3studio wash up @ 2:24 AM
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well...Good bye mana....It's time for sweet story~ hahaha Kyoru!! *knocks head* are u okay? why is your blog so sweet. WHAT HAPPEN TO DEATH? ANGER? AND ALL THINGS MORBID??!?!?! ................yeah i realize it's pink...BUT IT'S SO SWEET...and it features my darling Sho and my Jun who's image is blured...and of course featuring sweet young Kei. They're so sweet...cotton candy~~ i can't wait once we get them....and well...i'll probably stick with this lay out until i get my dollfie... ^_^ ... happy sweet stories~~
Wan pie?~
H3studio wash up @ 1:26 AM
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Friday, January 21, 2005
I AM THE NEW CONQUEROR OF THE SUFFERING!!! First X-box RPG game to complete! *Scribbles in gamer's record* yay!!! finally...aiyo but my point is neutral, because my character torque, got on to the life boat and knock of the guard. but atleast the guard is alive. if i got really good points. i will have a second trial. hahaha i guess i'm not good enuff...but yay!~~ mwahahahahaha...so far what i can remember that i've conquered was...
-Samurai Genexis last showdown.
-King of Fighters (dunno what date)
- Legend of Zelda
- pokemon Silver,Red,Gold : x ya i play pokemon. XD
aiyah a few other games also lah...i used to be hardcore gamer. hahaha
H3studio wash up @ 9:20 PM
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haiz...just came back from grandparents place. my paternal grandmother is the best. she loves me the best...she gave me $20...T_T well anyway....i'm pissed at my aunt...fucking aunt...i hate her u know.. i never trusted her...there goes "tuition teacher" job...who cares? i dun have fucking time anyway. boooo ya. i have plenty of ways to make money...except selling my body off. xD wtf. she just hired my other aunt to teach him...it's ok :) good luck cousin deary... wahahaha *Evil smile*
anyway ate quite a lot....not having too much fun at the other house...i was hiding from everyone...antisocial...only talk to my cousin...hah...then later was at my maternal grandparent's house...can't be bothered lah. Atleast the only good thing was talking to my younger aunt who is about 13 going on 14 this year. She's nice to talk too. it's usual thing lah. see her i would ask her how is she doing and all and we exchange what goes on in our lives and all. Give her advice and all. :) i'm a nice person. XD ok ok ...haiz...well...whatever lah....next sunday go KTV k? XD
H3studio wash up @ 6:25 AM
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Thursday, January 20, 2005
ahaha change my mind....fatal frame i'm not doing...I'm doing Integra Hellsing... yay! go kyoru~~ hahahaha...i want syo...XD okie.....hahahha...
H3studio wash up @ 7:00 AM
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Sunday, January 16, 2005
ah just came back home~ went to Domuya today....T_T it's true...i really can't get Jun. But i saw Jun today...well i think i lost the bond...It's just Kyoichi syo for me... I love syo alot now. and he has lovely eyes...alot of pretty dollfies at Domuya...mena still looks freaky. hahaha..went flea market and bought a nice belt for $5. hahaha later when karaoke... OMG the place look so sleazy...we paid like $60++ argh. damn..but had fun...with flat johnny, yui and oreo man. XD sing alot of luna sea and larc en ciel songs...hahaha. oh well later we go home.~ hehehe...thats all...shit now must do homework...
PS. i sang gackt's vanilla..XD DAMN FUNNY....Hisame Rocks....XD
H3studio wash up @ 5:43 AM
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Friday, January 14, 2005
Yo! hahaha i've been thinking ne...If i have enough money. EOY i'll cosplay hitsugi...the new image....OMG... I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF...u know the hitsugi costume i did WAS VERY WRONG?! lucky not many ppl know at that time. *Damn u unclear pic* what was wrong was the bottom......AH SHIT LAH. the top part was fine...the wrong part was the bottom...haiz PROMISE! I'LL REDO THAT! *Grumbles*
H3studio wash up @ 4:01 AM
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
BIG POSSIBLE CHANCE OF NOT GETTING JUN TACHIBANA....T_T went Domuya today, Jun is out of stock...what chance will i have at Volks?? haiz...welll then i guess if i really can't get Jun i have to go for alternative, which is Syo...Syo matsumoto...haiz...i've given my heart to Jun...but it's ok...I'll love Syo just as much... DAMN YOU JUN TACHIBANA BUYERS!!! hahaha...oh well..i guess it's not meant to be...perhaps...
H3studio wash up @ 1:03 AM
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
haiz, going school tomorrow...still feeling sick...damn weather...it's cold and nice but sometimes too cold. in the bus freezing. haiz got one pink slip for being late. sheesh...i dun wan detention if i'm late again leh...haiz...oh well...last year anyway...
hmmmmmmmmm i agree with Tawn...nowadays cosplay is a hard thing to do. one of the hardest things to receive is criticism thats why when i cosplay i try make it the best i can. Do intensive research. I myself criticize people. Then theres the issues of poseurs. haiz..it's really tough to cosplay these days...maybe anime cosplays are easier but when u do J-rock is a whole lot of diff thing. True J-rock cosplayers, in my Opinion research intensively and are in to detailing, they do the best they could for their costumes and try to make their costumes better. Thats just what i think. haiz maybe it's just me lah. i have high standards or something but i really hate it when a "jrock" cosplayer does a costume but don reallly act the part (like VERY OOC,...but thats not the case sometimes ppl can't control themselves) but it's more to hmm lets put it this way lah. they never do intensive research and their detailings are wrong. if it's one wrong it's ok. If its alot of wrong.then get lost. why i dun like it is because other j-rock cosplayers perhaps like me and my other friends put so much effort into all the detailing and everything, search for details high and low and here comes a cosplayer who never research much, just do the costume and thats it. if the costume is good nvm. but this one like shit. (not referring to anyone) and some cosplay for the sake of getting cooler jrock cosplay friends. just like someone i know...u guys also know who. enuff abt this .
anyway...so far i think these are the main jrock costumes that i'll pursue in the future...
- mana- of course (wanna be best in sg)
-Hitsugi- (hahaha wanna be best hitsugi cosplayer in sg) wanna do justice to hitsugi.
-hide- tribute sake...love hide
These 3 only lah....i wanna concentrate on these 3 more than most costumes. Other costume see whether i'm suitable or not. but i feel that i am much more closely related to mana and hitsugi and hide. i feel like i can raise the standards or something...these J-rockers to me, i think fits me lah. so ya...thats how i think...
thats all...tata...
H3studio wash up @ 8:13 AM
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Hmmm well...hello again...posting...again...lalalala
i've been looking at mana cosplayers. as much as i have phobia with them sometimes, i want to be the best. Funny how a mana cosplayer is afraid of other mana cosplayers. XD . Anyway...it has brought me to a decision that if i cosplay mana again, it shall not be Moi dix mois. Because now already got two moi dix mois cosplayer abit useless to cosplay the same thing as them ne? Anyway i have fulfilled my cosplay task of doing Moi dix mois version of Mana. For that i'm glad. There is a decrease in Malice Mana cosplayers so well...i guess i shall relieve that...sure it'll be a long hard rd for me again...but i want to perfect my mana image...and there fore in the future, i shall be back to the past. MALICE MIZER.....mana....(this does not include Illuminati XD) so ya!! any malice team forming must tell k?
H3studio wash up @ 3:45 AM
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Just came back from school...woo...i'm pretty pissed...stomach ache.... >< Some fucker from my class left a bag of garbage under my desk. I know she is. who's she trying to play at? She should be thankful that i wasn't in the mood to flame her. I hate people taking advantage of me, just because i didn't say anything doesn't me i am nothing. FUCK U BITCH. I swear , i hate those who crossed my path, they will never get away with that. i'll get them. Why are there such bitches like her. Fuck the preps. i swear ah, u really dun wanna get on my bad side. i hate to show that part of myself. I'm just happy to show what i am now. seriously, ppl liddat can get lost from my sight! i hate them. theres too many of them...
H3studio wash up @ 1:08 AM
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
hmmm yesterday was a sucky but also not so sucky day...sucky because i had to do raison for the photoshoot...the setup for that costumes takes awhile. and then the hair was again wrong...Mizu bought a red spray cuz there was no pink and when the pink was found, it was too ex...so there goes funny hair colour...and u guys should know how i hate hairsprays...which is why i dyed my hair...the hairspray made my hair hard and discusting...my face turn red...hah...so after the photoshoot, went to eat and bitch about a few people...i think u guys would know who...we always bitch about they all. hahaha then Mizu left first so left me, kaori, eddie and janys. We all go tampines and bought Nightmare before christmas. Stayed at Kaori's house until 1 am. i watch doll master...we were supppose to watch Nightmare before christmas hahaha but later after i left kaori and janys go watch...reached home abt 1:20 am...so tired...2am...eating nasi lemak....OHH I FINALLY GOT RID OF THE HORRIBLE SPRAYED HAIR....hahahah...well after watching dollmaster...i still want my baby jun....hmmm imagine my jun got soul because i love her too much...>< hahaha pretty cool..,..if jun protects me...hmmm but i think i'm going to rename jun...i can't wait....
H3studio wash up @ 9:03 PM
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
ah yes went to school...still not enuff books...BWEH....blogger ate up my words yesterday...wun care to elaborate but i just wanna say...I GOT SHITTED by a Fucking BIRD...to the bird.... I'LL EAT YOUR COUSINS AND YOUR COUSINS CHILDREN!!!! CHICKEN!! HERE I COME!!!! oh yea...i did ate chicken just now....hahahahaha...
H3studio wash up @ 4:09 AM
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Monday, January 03, 2005
i'm thinking....i wan a daughter/son....no not that sort.... A DOLLFIE~~ (u all must be like, there she goes again ^^; ) hmm i'm thinking again, should i get a full choice system OR the normal versions...i feel that FCS is too ex....i think...what do you guys think...if i have FCS i wanna called it , er....Rozier Yukishiro ^_^ my dream son...has pale skin, amethyst eyes, long lashes, silver hair...aiyah very much like rociel...but i must buy black wig...cuz i love black hair dollfies...*EAGER* means i must save more money!! hmmm maybe it's safer to save my money up to $2000 so like...if that were to happen ONE WHOLE YEAR NO COSPLAY..byebye...>.> hmm...
ya...
H3studio wash up @ 11:04 PM
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I survive first day of school...still lack of books....
What did i do during holidays?
Sleep slack sleep slack. hahahahaha and lots of cosplays...> . < too much interviews, filming for school documentary, photoshoots, more cosplays , photoshoots, filming, interviews ^^; ... bleh...i tired leh....thank god there is no such thing as autograph sessions for me...hahaha i not so popular...XD wtf...
hah....hah....nothing to write already....bye
H3studio wash up @ 1:03 AM
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Sunday, January 02, 2005
SUPER DOLLFIE FUND : $260
I'm preparing for school tomorrow. YES THE BEGINNING OF A NEW FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR...2005....yay for me. boo....
i just heard who's gonna be my form teacher, but i dunno if it's true or not...hahahaha...ok i dunno what's this year gonna be like at all... it seems like yesterday that i was sec 1. look at me? I'M SEC 5... it's my last year...new principle some more. I dun know if i should be active in Photography club. it's a shit club now. It used to be good when Miss lee sze sze was around...suckers...bloody suckers....members like shit....now the only SENIORS there is me and peiting....what? i dun wan to be incharge of anything anymore.....
oh well...lets see what the future holds...
btw my confirm cosplay plans
1. tatsurou
2. Oishi
3. Fatal frame ( using the kimono for natsumatsuri) XD
I COVER ALL GENRES MWAHHAHAHA, j-rock, Anime and game
H3studio wash up @ 6:37 AM
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