Monday, February 28, 2005
Saturday
Had Fun with Mari-san~! ^_^ and saw Sake....Sake is such a bishie....*dreamy* well yea....ahahhaa i can't really remember what happen except for Tori mayo don, Sake and Akiya.
Sunday
Went out with Saofiah, her cousin and friend to do this hand testing product thing...wanted to see sake but didn't want to...er...whatever....then went to Mise to collect Akiya...then went Tamps to go find Kaori and friends...see GeneXis...then go Chingay thing....
Today
er...School was bad...having moodswings. like i had not have enough sleep. So i was pisserable, sad, then later bored, then later...horny...then Demented...ya...i saw my friend's hand hanging...i wanted to chop it off...and then keep her lovely hand...touch and feel it....yeah sick i know. i dunno who's hand it was tho....hhaha so later after O level results...went to Auntie pats to pass my tatsurou and then off to Mari's house and see kei kei ^_^ slack there abit and had dinner there. ^_^ yup thats abt it.
H3studio wash up @ 6:43 AM
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Friday, February 25, 2005
What's there to say? *gloom*
wtf
mage
idiot
ahahah
aporu
hahaha.
H3studio wash up @ 3:53 AM
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Hmm school was okay...then had an arts excursion...Botero again...last day...hahaha remembering the good times during New years eve...hahaha funny. then...was at esplanade...more botero....the whole day i'm been chanting Syo, domuya, Syo, Domuya. hahaha...especially when i reached the excursion place, DOMUYA DOMUYA DOMUYA...so @ the end of the day...to appease myself....I WENT TO DOMUYA....to my utter horror....Demian and happy mena are gone and so ish my fav pants for syo and lots of blythes....TT_TT oh well...i'm really gonna buy the red sofa and those boots....i wanna buy a suit for syo too...oh well...seeing pretty dollfies do appease me. especially if their that close...cuz i miss syo too much i guess...talked to the counter lady...blah blah...well. After being satisfied. I went home....this is my life....without syo...-_- dull....gonna drown my sorrows on Friday.
H3studio wash up @ 5:24 AM
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
HEY!! WHY WOULD I KILL MY HUSBAND??? XD
Highlight to see my ans.
H3studio wash up @ 3:23 AM
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Monday, February 21, 2005
Well i'm gonna remain optimistic....
when will i have my dollfie??? hahhahaha...boooooooo...yes i've been longing...anyone can tell that....aaaaaah my birthday is coming soon. I'm getting old...fuck....well...i hope i can get sho like around my birthday...
I wan to celebrate it 3 times
i wan celebrate on mana's birthday too...i shall cos him...and be birthday boy..
hahahaha
I love my Aston...Aston martin = Manabuuu...hahahah i <3 my aston martin~ i wan to eat indian food and salad that is cook by him and steal his guitars and sent to singapore.
hahaha
I AM MARRIED TO HIM~~ ahahahaha i am mad...
Manabu and me= ah pek couple....
current fav image of myself...i took the photo myself somemore...hahahaha... i <3 my self...lol ok...i'm not so vain u know...
H3studio wash up @ 6:56 AM
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
well hello there...Please ignore this post...i'm just musing, ranting or watever...
Hmm sometimes i feel forgotten. I used to think that a certain someone would need me, would depend on me, come to me for comfort and so forth...maybe it used to be that way, but now i'm just forgotten. A faded memory. I would have accepted that certain someone running back to me but now i do not know. I know when i'm not needed. Need is the word. People use me. People like to use people. Still i would like to keep a good relation even though sometimes not necessarily based on talking terms. I feel like a second fiddle. I would still impress people, flatter them and so forth. I could tell you that, i could melt your heart just to make you feel guitly of treating me badly. Thats one way of showing how bad a person is. It's one of the ways i can hurt you without violence.
I am a pebble. A tiny pebble. A tiny pebble with big ideas that are not regconise. When regconise, the pebble is not given credit, yet the rock is given such big credit. The pebble is easily forgotten. The pebble is weak. The Rock gets everything. The pebble is nothing. Thats me. Life is not easy. It's been said many times.
Forgotten
Faded
Lost
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H3studio wash up @ 6:27 AM
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Well yesterday was pretty satisfying.
Lets start from friday...
ok i can't remember...hmmm oh yes met Steph, kyoist, Kouji and Janys at Boon Lay for our "rehearsal" @ NTU. Apparently, Janys took the same train as me...hahaha. So we finally reached boon lay getting the nervous bugs already. Then went to change and make up. Everything was in a rush...jen jen jen...then it was our turn to perform....0_0 omg...hahaha kenneth was helping himself to the food...<.< so anyway...it's our first time performing...what we created in less than a week. hahaha People enjoyed it, tho we made lots of mistakes. So after wards we went to take puri...and speaking of Puri...i haven't took mine yet...i think...it's somewhere around here...hahaha. Then went back to Kyoist house and change out, talk crap, modify our dance. Which we practice like only 4 -5 times only...hahaha...before we all too tired to do anything...hahaha later, we look @ horrible cos...and LAUGH. hahaha then Kyoist went to bathe while me longing over sho...and getting high...Dancing here and there...pretending to be tatsurou, morning musume lah dunno what lah...hahhaha then later it was my turn to bathe...hahaha soon after all the Facial treatment...we all talk ourselves to sleep...(stiff neck was produced here)
Next morning...
me woke up first, followed by janys who went back to sleep. then kyoist got up and showered, then i got up, kouji still sleeping dreaming of leciel...then we all got up and watch anime...and talking shit . then we all started to get ready....blah blah blah...
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At the event...was feeeling hot my face was red, simmie lost weight...XD that rhymes i ate some cakes...hahahha..yeah saw kei kei....(I love you kei kei) love him to bits...then talked around. went into the ball room. 2 rubbish ppl greeted me. Naruto greeted me with a big "AUUUNTIEEE" hahahah..Takumi so irritating...Sometimes...i forget that i know quite alot of Anime ppl...those who i used to hang out sometimes. hahaha then well i was trying to keep kei kei away from somebody. Not it's master of course. why would i do that? i held kei kei away...from a certain somebody...unfortunately i couldn't protect him properly. I was pretty upset because the person handled kei kei in a very bad way. I can't take that. No matter who's dollfie it is, it's not good to handle them that way. It's sad. reallly, my heart broke. Anyway the rest of the party was pretty nice, waltz around with kaori, violent tango with Mizu which crashed into the gundam seed couple...lol too bad i dun like lacus anyway...hahaha. then steal more food...hahaha later went walk walk abit before going back to kyoist's house and take our stuff back and went home. reached home about 2 am like that...X_x tired....
hahahha thats about it...
i want sho...
:(
for now i'll just help protect kei kei from those who dun understand and undoll minded.
H3studio wash up @ 12:16 AM
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Friday, February 18, 2005
HALLO!!! i feel like shit. Ahahahah had the performance today! er pretty goood lah...but need to modify abit...^_^ one last nite.....0_o; yeah at kyoist house now....=_= waiting for Janys to come,,,*yawn* "watching" wrestling...0_0...ah...
Ok this for Marlz and Tawn...
Marlz.....Tawn....emergency....for the sake of me and sho...
I believe that...Sho should stay with you guys. He should not be spared
the critism of my parents and i don't want them to know. I would like to apply
my own master card. Lets apply for one together. Haiz...yes i dun think i can live with Sho.
i will bring him home once in a while but i believe that you both should help me keep him
atleast can be with kei. Take as many pics as you wan. hahaha..now i'm just waiting to buy him
My parents has been bugging me on what i'm buying with $1000. i Know it's abig sum but it's my money
and i have planned on what to buy. I must not let them know you see. Thats why i've been trying to keep it
under the wraps. However, i do give hints, and yes they seem not to like it. Thats why i decided to keep it a secret.
so yes...i hope once when i get sho, You would help me take care of him for the time being. I love you guys...and only trust you guys with my son. XD well
yeah
Nite~~
H3studio wash up @ 9:33 AM
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
I DON'T BELIEVE THIS.....
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=84635&item=5557509765&rd=1
oh well....i given my heart to Sho....and i really have no feelings for her anymore...sad ne? I love her but not how i feel about sho kind....ah u guys won't understand...it's doll talk...only dollmasters understand. You can't buy a doll u don't like. It's not about how pretty or whatever it is, it's attraction. ^_^ but then again...LOOK AT THE FREAKING PRICE OF JUN....ahahaha...*kebelakang pusing* XD oh well....my darling sho...i have to wait a little while longer.
Dollfies ( other dolls)+ masters that i love/fond of :
Asano+ Tawn
Kei+skye+Marlz
Zanoto + Bright
ME + SHO
hahahahah
SHO+CHAE YI +ME!!!
SHO+JIN+CHAE YI +ME
i will be broke...
XD
wtever...kyoru is mad..
H3studio wash up @ 12:33 AM
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I DON'T BELIEVE THIS.....
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&category=84635&item=5557509765&rd=1
oh well....i given my heart to Sho....and i really have no feelings for her anymore...sad ne? I love her but not how i feel about sho kind....ah u guys won't understand...it's doll talk...only dollmasters understand. You can't buy a doll u don't like. It's not about how pretty or whatever it is, it's attraction. ^_^ but then again...LOOK AT THE FREAKING PRICE OF JUN....ahahaha...*kebelakang pusing* XD oh well....my darling sho...i have to wait a little while longer.
Dollfies ( other dolls)+ masters that i love/fond of :
Asano+ Tawn
Kei+skye+Marlz
Zanoto + Bright
ME + SHO
hahahahah
SHO+CHAE YI +ME!!!
SHO+JIN+CHAE YI +ME
i will be broke...
XD
wtever...kyoru is mad..
H3studio wash up @ 12:33 AM
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
argh...12:17 am already...should have been sleeping...Anyway crappy day. Felt sick and all...mrs ng actually massage me. hahaha so anyway after a crappy day at school went home, and rest for awhile before going to kyoist's house for dance practice. AHHH WE finally figure out the dance!!! yay!! Brise~!!! XD It's cute. ahahhaa reached home abt 11+ so yeah now i'm here scratching my head ready to sleep soon. Jya...
Valentine's day sux. XD
H3studio wash up @ 8:13 AM
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
Called back to consciousness by a faint light,
by the memory of a fleeting dream and the fading remnant of your voice,
the vivid stirring of that far-distant past
keeps reflecting a scene that now I can no longer see:
still at my side, smiling... you are here.
Ah... clear as though it were but yesterday, I still remember it!
That one glance which touched me more deeply than anyone else ever had...
The joy of what we shared
and that near-miraculous encounter
and even the last traces of what we were together -- all of it, deserted, vanishing away...
From within those vanishing memories,
I yearn to hold you just one more time.
To the verge of pain, I keep crying out your name
until my voice is worn to silence.
"Where is it that people come from, and where do they go?
My precious, gentle one--
you alone are no longer here..."*
I want to hold you in my arms
as you stand there trembling, head downcast.
Because I've realized that what I want
is to protect you, more than anyone else in all this world.
Soon now, very soon, I too will disappear, yet...
even so... you are the one last thing I cannot bear to let go.
Those days when you held me to the verge of pain--
I will never forget...
TT_TT *cries and runs away* *deathglare and volks*
H3studio wash up @ 11:19 PM
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
No of posuers/japsters seen today # : 5
well today, went to Kyoist's house to discuss the dance and practice....
Outcome:
lots of good ideas came out for madrigal, shake shake abit...
At the end of the day...Madrigal was scrap...and....IT'S JE TE VEUX~~~
hahaha so yep, Je te veux it is...tomorrow must go her house again and practice Je te veux...hope we can pull it off...we dun have much time.
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Yep so after that, Tempura had to go meet a friend cuz her fren wan to go pass something, so we followed her and ate dinner...after that she left. and then me Sashimi and Chawanmushi standing outside MRT talk crap for an hour or so. Saw a guy who looks like the yokan fighting fish. lol his hair lah...talk crap somemore, then take train and go home. hahaha...wth lah.
H3studio wash up @ 8:42 AM
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Thursday, February 10, 2005
argh i'm so upset at the ppl who impersonate me and a few ppl at Xanga~~! somemore steal our plot bunnies~~ can't they start their own...fuckers....really lah...they ought to die....why can't they just start anew if they want to role play? dun have to steal my plot bunnies and other ppl's plot bunnies...damn fuckers....
anyway...volks still not allowing me to buy shooo....oh my.......what am i gonna dooo...lol got to wait loh....XD it's ok....<3 <3 i can wait alittle longer...tomorrow got shit schoool again..must wake up early. first thing in the morning is running. ain't that fun?
H3studio wash up @ 5:50 AM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Actually rite...i'm such a dolt....I can buy sho now...i actually have the money...*PIANG* lol...went to volks...and lol cannot order...internal server problem. just my luck...wow...so i guess sweet story is coming real soon...Now i must go count money. XD and later today i go collect hongbao..yay....
H3studio wash up @ 10:25 PM
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Happy Chinese new year.
Today after school me and Tara went out to find her clothes and guess what? WE SAW A FRIGGIN POSEUR!!!! and 2 Japsters....eeeeeeeeeeeeee. Spoil my day sia. That girl really ruin Visual Kei image. Atleast if want to do Visual kei, Do properly this one is Geek shit poseur. Wanna act innocent or crazy i also dunno. Skirt so Bloody Short even mana wouldn't wear. XD IT'S THE SLUTTY KIND. and omg her bag is so eeeeee and he clothes are not even vis kei. Hair like crap, just tie normal. Atleast do something. Then she wear stripe socks....ewwwwwwww, whatever lah...wear all black...think she so nice ah? Fucker. Sly tard or something man...or see we all then want to copy...hah....so horrible lah...Poseur....THATS WHY MUST MAKE BADGE FASTER. once the logo is done u all pay me $3 and i go make the badge. eeeew fuck lah ruin my day. i get pissed seeing ppl like these leh. i feel they just dress like dat because of trend. Not of the music or own accord. thats why....FUCK THIS PPL....really....i HATE THEM TO THE CORE...i'll get really pissed lah....If i ever go out wearing visual kei they better not approach me sia or be friendly. I'll just walk away. Dun care if ppl think i'm arrogant and ignorant. cuz i fucking hate this ppl who tries too hard to be what they are not. I bet they don't even REALLY listen to J-rock. They only see what's at Mise and Aye workshop and pretend to like and remember the names. Fuckers. no no they won't understand. It's FucKeRZZzzz NOW THEY UNDERSTAND. XDDDDDDDDDD
H3studio wash up @ 5:48 AM
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Monday, February 07, 2005
Eeyerrrr today my dad is so whatever, he just told me that i'm no longer a girl and i'm a boy. And that i have a dick....0_0; how often do ur fathers actually tell u that kind of thing. Probably never rite? eeeeeeeeeeeewwww..........bah.......
Any one wants to follow me buy contacts at bedok??? i need contacts...u know the 3 for dunno howmuch we all buy the set. so $12 each or so...yeah...please tell me hor...cuz i need it for 19th. Thanks ah.
H3studio wash up @ 8:23 AM
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
First of all, Welcome back tara...!! ^_^ Thanks for the cute kitty~~ reminds me of mana + hitsugi hahaha...i think i was so blur or something. hahaha Thank u dear~ ^________^ ahaha second of all...There is no second of all...hahha...booooooo
H3studio wash up @ 11:02 PM
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Today ah...met the twins at 1 +...then go domuya...TT_TT so horrible...IT'S NOT OPEN!!!! Marlz was suppose to order kei today...bleh....so we went to liang court and ate curry rice before heading to Kinokuniya. then went to flea market! omg the place is like closing down....so sad....but oh well....then contemplating on whether we should go to toa payoh...lol then i realize i had to meet kyoist and kouji to pass stuff and all... So at the end of the day everyone go to toa payoh and eat prata. Paid Steph the money for the tickets. Talk crap all day long. Didn't really take much pics...dohhhhhh. lol the twins, kaori and janys left first . so left me, kouji,kyoist,kenneth,steph,takahan, amber and mel. hahaha talk more crap. the K-brothers all complete. hahaha sashimi, ramen and tempura. XD yeah...and we discuss what to do for leciel and etc...then later mel drive us to toa payoh...say bye bye to melly amber and kenneth...so now left the 3 kbrothers....lol...we walked around pasar malam for awhile. got nothing interesting lah...discuss what to do on the 19th...so later we reach the station. talk for awhile and then my bus came so i left. first...lol now i'm very tired.....boooooooooo. tomorrow got sch...eeeeyer....hahahhaa.
H3studio wash up @ 7:48 AM
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
nothing much happen today...X-box the whole day....XD
will update more tomorrow...
for those who ish wondering...about sho....and how...we....connect....in a non...dollified master way...lol...check it out....He has his own journal...and he likes mana too...
www.livejournal.com/users/sho_no_sekai
^_^ have a visit ne...
H3studio wash up @ 6:11 AM
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