Thursday, June 30, 2005
hey i finally put the tag board there and no one tags... : / pisserable.
Confirmed
Kyoichi syo Matsuryou
Cayne(shin) Arashi Matsumoto
Cyrus Raidon Matsumoto - coming soon
Aidan Kagura Matsumoto - will come faster if i dun like no.4 tokyo boy...
unconfirm
Willing Jun tachibana on ebay
no.4 tokyo boy
Sara or Megu (make that one of the 4 sisters) (yes i'm considering a girl in the future. dun ask)
Jupiter - i need to sort out my feelings.
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yea..ok i got nothing better to do. : / pfft.
H3studio wash up @ 4:31 AM
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
damn u !%$%$!@%^%$ person... yeea...ok sorry. i'm very sensitive on the topic of any SD doll. seriously. i hate it when ppl insult or dunno shit abt it and think they know but they dun know. ah the same thing like jrock poseurs. graaa some ppl like Xiao blur and those i shall not mention should die. and plus if anyone insults my babies i'll skin u alive. that includes all my babies friends if they are insulted. i'll skin u all alive. :)
H3studio wash up @ 5:45 AM
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
i'm upset...yea...i really wan my dreaming shiwoo...pisser...why must sold out again....@$#@!##@$@!#$^%#$V hurry up restock for me...<3 onegaiiiiii...lol...aiyah i really want his head now.... : / so pisser...I WAN UR HEAD. !! : / ass....
H3studio wash up @ 2:35 AM
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
i feel creative. i wanna make something for my boys...but i dunno what. cloth i have sucks big time...: / shall go hunting with kaori later. maybe i go look at toys. -_-;
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- please don't read-
hello shin...why are you so quiet these days. all day long you smile. You used to be so noisy and talkative...but you're so quiet now. is because ur finally accepting being a guardian? no matter what, i do like you this way. lovely lovely shin. how i love you so much. Kyoi why u always bad mood and making so much noise? i'm not gonna get you ice cream. boo...i love you tho. can't resist chubster. u so cute....please smile once more like shin? give u more pie...<3 love u both so much...
H3studio wash up @ 1:57 AM
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Friday, June 24, 2005
Well today was fun...eat alot laugh alot. lol damn funny. the whole day was all about ojijis and wanking. XD wank station. retardedness. After we left, we had a call from domuya. Tawn's asano arrived. (Congrats!!!) yay! finally. and we all look beach cacat wear and then we all rushed to domuya looking cacat. Shanon and samantha were there. then yeah we went to see Asano...he is gorgeous. no doubt...Kyoi lost his pants...no no not to asano. to betty XD lol ok nvm i'll shut up. yea so he was pantless kyoi. OMG his first day at the beach! with surfing board so cute. tho i think he thought the beach was lousy cuz we so too little sand. XD gah actually through out the thing i missed shin so much. u have no idea how much i love this boy. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH MORE NOW. i really fell for him. We finally bonded (thank god) and i don't feel guilty anymore. and he revealed a different side of his personality. I love him so much now. so much more then when i first met him. really i dun know how to describe. even kyoi might be jealous. i seriously seriously appreciate him more than ever. i love you shin. seriously and i think i have not express that properly. i must celebrate his one month soon. i love kyoi too but he has alot of love. lol. but love them lots both.
H3studio wash up @ 7:33 AM
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005
well feeling icky sicky again...when to Post office to post stuff (duh) to Nagano, Japan. postage fees 0_0 horror. half a ten bucks. ok...went grandparent's house until 5 went home cuz feeling uncomfortable. came home massive kisses to kyoi and fall asleep. -_-; so i'm awake. woopee..
H3studio wash up @ 9:05 AM
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Saturday, June 18, 2005
Been sick for two days now. Having bad headaches, couldn't sleep last night due to headache and block nose. then my fever rising. :/ so shittified. glad my boys are with me, they always manage to make me fall asleep... i think it's because i stare at them till i fall asleep?? lol maybe. Stupid flu...didn't go for japanese class today. Wish i could. :/ damn shittified cold. i ate my second dose of medicine and just like i predicted i woke up at 3...1 hr after japanese class. -_-; i woke up at 8 plus...went back to sleep at ten after my second dose. -_-; i hate being sick. >< stupid headache is getting into me. ANYWAY.
THIS MESSAGE IS TO TARA:
I BOUGHT FATAL FRAME II...and it's prettty boring. -_-; erm apart from the cute girls. lol. i get so irritated with this old lady ghost in the kimono room, wish i could just kick her. so irritating. yea so i didn't manage to get that old hag. GAME OVER. 0_0 omfg! after i killed the other ghost. ><; bitch. well yeah. come over my house one day and play with me, and scream like a crazed ghost...not that i will do much screaming. STUPID IRRITATING GHOST. ok i know i'm very irritated by stupid ghost like that old hag. >< my poor mayu. the game play is pretty slow but i guess thats the effect. bah i'm still stuck in that bloody house.
ok MSG END..
ok the headache's really getting to me. byebye. if janys manage to read this. Have a safe trip and bring goodies for me :x lol ok. byebye
H3studio wash up @ 1:40 AM
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Scar face's plastic surgery gone well today.
i actually like calling him scar face...pretty cool but scar face is so...DC comics..and the real scar face not nice...so i shall not call him that. maybe captain hook? lol xD
H3studio wash up @ 10:17 PM
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ok...got back from doll gathering blahblah and whoopee...i'm back to loving jun tachibana...so i might not really get no.4? i dunno...but hell i still love her as much as day one...thanks to aoi_kusari's beautiful kotori.
and i think i'm pretty serious on getting her. i really love her...and the boys love her too..ok kyoi doesn't really seem to like her but he looks like he is quite ok with her after that.
what a great family we would make. :)
woots...today i think i give alot of attention to shin. i'm refalling in love with him !! i love him so much that i feel bad for kyoi. lol i love kyoi too
and finally my pretty hot bishie shin.
possibility that i have to give him face up since he's current one is cracked :(
my all time favourite! hahaha
interview with the vampire. hahaha
and well i did something for cross cradle since they want to know if both of them enjoyed their cd. lol.
words were from their song....-_- ok so it's not a cafe...but wtheck.
H3studio wash up @ 10:02 AM
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
For all you know, you are jealous of me as i am jealous of you. but in the end i'd think you are the winner. But at ur end u think i'm the winner? humans...are complicating. I don't know what to think. Perhaps it's my growing pride and ego thats making it worst. I don't know. So perhaps there is something to be jealous about? from people to me , from me to people? So its a half half kind of thing. it's fair? I don't know. I don't want to think about it. Thinking for me will do more damage. I think too much sometimes. Not for good reasons.
H3studio wash up @ 12:51 AM
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
well today abit disapointed. Spirit X canceled their perfomance....but well the scary part is...X_X EOR approach us. Hope they don't find my blog. If they do. (I'M BLOODY INSULTED BY YOU GUYS. I do not need to wear an X on my head to indicate i'm a fan. A bloody t-shirt with X japan means i'm a fan , don't be stupid, i'm in the jrock circle. I am not fanatic like EOR is but that does not make me anyless a fan. Right Janys? And most of all i do not need ugly hair like you guys. my hide hair rocks both of you. XD bwahhahahaha and please do justice to X-japan.) Well, met with the bride yuna and met Kouji. had dinner walk around and go home. aiyah....kouji so touching. i'm so happy. :) thanks darling! yea and thats it lor. OH MY ! MY FAV HARD SAILOR COSTUME IS GONE...sold out. fuck. anyway yeah. i'm really traumatised by the hair an all. -_-;
H3studio wash up @ 9:51 AM
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
today was ok. don't wish to elaborate. thanks janys.
i feel like commiting suicide.
i just wanna die.
if all of you forget me it's to be expected.
and i just realise my damn blog has the word forgotten.
heh.
all of you give me your problems, i help you out.
when i give u my problems , it's never been help.
You don't understand my view.
At the end of the day i'm at lost.
You guys always win.
I am nothing.
just forgotten.
Smallest comments and things could hurt me, even if i don't show.
now i'm glad i bought those glasses. i could hide those emotions.
Do you think i'm egoistic? you are very wrong.
Thats just my cover.
all of you do not know how much you have hurt me unwillingly.
fact is, you all do.
You will see me. As i give you my fake smile. can you tell it's fake? I'm
always giving you different appeareance . i do not really show my feelings
till i can't handle it. all i do is smile and laugh it off. But it does hurt.
you guys don't know how much you've hurt me.
but i'll smile.
i'll laugh it off
just like i always do.
then when nights like this come, i'll blame you guys again.
i will feel the same.
things never change. and like a routine...
i'll smile.
i'll laugh it off
just like i always do.
but you guys will always leave me a scar.
This is not a bloody fucking song or anything. this is what i feel rite now. don't even feel offended cuz you don't know who i'm talking about. It's not you unless i think of you. This is my blog. i say what i want.
H3studio wash up @ 9:46 AM
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Friday, June 10, 2005
Ok i guess i should have updated 2 days back. -_-; anyway had art camp. i don't like art camp. i can't stand living in sch. First day i spent doing some colour studies and Construction. THE WHOLE DAY RECONSTRUCTING etc...Kyoi was like bloody bored as i am. Then second day i went home for awhile then came back. Finish one painting studies of one of my thumbnails and then i dragged my self to the gym. I was alone. and i fell asleep. my head hurt. my friend woke me up at 8 . every had dinner but me. so i went to eat dinner alone before i went up and did a little more work before stonning. then i gave up...stayed with jiayi...started eating and eating...then i went to bed. -_-; the next day can finally go home. ah so now i'm home. i thank my boy for keeping me company at night. I'm pretty satisfied with my work. gah i got alot of work to do. ><; ah and i got to continue studying. yes i can pull through.
H3studio wash up @ 9:54 PM
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Monday, June 06, 2005
well hello there. i won't be home for two days. so maybe u won't see me online. ^_^ but heres the pics i took this morning. yay.
http://www.denofangels.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=23400
those who have account there comment hor. XD
H3studio wash up @ 9:32 AM
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how u like my layout now? lol. ah well decided not to go airport anyway. but i did photoshoot anyway. at home! ah so nice. can't wait to show you all!
H3studio wash up @ 1:16 AM
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
This is nani le fuchar pic of the day.
Chubby like kyoi nani le fuchar hide.
H3studio wash up @ 11:18 PM
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
well hello~ i just woke up. lol. ok...yesterday was street fest...it was -ok- ...set up the stall and stuff. IT'S SO BLOODY HOT.but i remember it ain't as hot as the other streetfest. Lots of posuers. lol. yea cosplay here and there. i didn't cosplay. i just wore h.naoto top, stripe arm warmers?? and my usual pants. haha and i still can look like hide...-without trying- lol wtf. yea 2 hide cosplayers. and i didn't even have pink hair and ppl still can regconise me as a "hide cosplayer" damn i was even called cute and got a hug. :) hehe me ish cute hide. XD wtf. ok. yea so stayed until the end of it. Head bang and stuff. YAY amethyst le craft is back...lol but always forgot lyrics. XD but wootz Tabe rock yesterday, he actually pulled off Zetsubou! wootz...yea head bang and sing along and get arm exercise. hahahaha. EOR SUCKS XD as expected. but hey i love the drummer i think he rocks the rest sucks. hehehe. so bad. yea it was -fun- . got ppl spoiling my day aso but well who cares. wootz. and Kyoi got a lot of attention and fangirls. lol and he even met a cyndy! She's very pretty~~ HEHEHE.
H3studio wash up @ 11:54 PM
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Today, overslept. suppose to go sch. well then later met tara and off we went to look for some stuff. Janys , LATE as usual..(mwahahahhaah) yea then later find more stufff daadadada mama came and tara went home, jan joined for dinner and we head off...beforethat we went to this cool shop and they offered us booze ^_^ lol then later all 3 of us watch monster-in-law . funny. and then sent janys home and then now i'm home. THE END. hows that for summarising.
H3studio wash up @ 8:00 AM
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